listen to my heart...? by me!

• Artist: II-RedVelvet_Jokett-II
• Description: gosh...uhhh....well...realy its just a poem about trying to do whats right...and the struggles and battles of my internal emotions and my external problems...what should i do? follow my heart...? or listen to my mind?
• Date: 07/19/2009
• Tags: listen heart

bad memories...fill my heart,
joking and laughter fill my mind.
While i rememeber everything that happened...
i still dont know what to do.


my heart is crying with such sweet sorrow,
"Leave and never turn back."
My mind is gently calling,
"Remember those good times...?"

The inside voices.... trying to tell me how to live.
I dont know what to think.
I will keep silent...for i have not time to think....
Not time to live. "What should i do?"
I asked the creator.

"Just listen to your heart." i sigh with deep emotion.
going my own way for once...saying goodbye....all too hard.
i could see him hurting enough for his pain.

But this time...i gotta let go. I gotta set free...and fly.
So i will leave you with a goodbye kiss....
lips so sweet and and a beautiful song like doves on a koolaid river.
squeezing your hand one last time my love.

so now....they said i should listen to my heart...?
my heart is now gently crying for him...so i have to stop it.
"goodbye my love, parting is such sweet sorrow...for i will not see you tomorrow..."
no poision on thy lips...but blood on thy hands... as i drove the knife into my heart...

silent screaming, never ending pain...but you said listen to my heart...and it was worth it.

Comments

[guess beaniewatson]

Whatever you do, hun, do not commit suicide! haha Just, do whatever you think is right. No one can tell you other wise. Cuz, you know that if someone tells you to do one thing, you'll wanna do the other and then go back to the one they told you. So, all in all, your oppinion is the only one that matters. Hope that helped=)