• i walk out side rain falling
    and i cry
    he never came he never loved me
    the sun wont shine as bright
    the night is to dark to see
    thought of a knew life crossed my mind
    thought of a sad ending but a happy begining
    i walk into my room and get the box from under my bed
    i load the round in and hold the object to my head
    id rather be the one with the gun to my head
    than be the reason the gun is to my head
    i promised you a couple months ago
    that i would use my last breath to whisper i love you
    i set the gun take a deep breath and whisper
    "i love you"
    one final time
    then the gun falls out of my hand
    and my face falls into the pillow
    they look at the bullet
    to c if it was suicide
    the markings on the bullet prove
    you were the last thing to go through my head
    as they read the bullet "i love you my love"
    is carved into it
    the pull the blanket over my body
    and go to the waiting room where my mother and father
    sit in their tears
    as they hear that their baby girl
    killed herself
    over one silly boy...
    over on silly mistake...
    over you.