• I can’t believe I fell so deep
    So hard and so far
    That I’m beyond repair
    I let my guard down
    And let my barriers fall
    Now, my heart throbs
    And pulls at me

    My mind questioning
    And wary
    I’m too tired for these inquiries
    These thoughts
    And emotional feelings

    No idea that I could fall victim
    Never thought that I would,
    That I could
    Freefalling into an endless abyss
    Of dark, doomed despair

    I trusted too much
    Opened up
    And played the game
    Never thinking of what would come
    Of the consequences that were inevitable

    Into this trench
    Trembling and tired
    To a point of a numb throb
    And caring to the point of indifference

    Racing through the mind
    Unable to forget,
    To block out the unwanted memory,
    To erase the pain
    And stop the never ending drop