• Once perky,
    Now dull,
    Once alive,
    Now dead inside,

    The Kendell of my beauty'
    So dear to me,
    The bright way your eyes shone,
    When you looked at me,

    The sorrow I feel when I say your name,
    Echoing in my dark heart,
    I feel the pain I caused,
    Heartach,fear and hate,
    leading to one feeling sorrow!

    why i ask myself'
    because all the things,
    the good,
    the bad,
    it wasn't ever enough!

    now i know,
    that i'm better than that,
    that life is good bad happy and sad.