• I wish i was to dead to feel.
    How could all this be so real?

    Think of
    all the people ive lost,
    why does love always come with a cost?

    I dont know
    how many times my heart has to break.
    Im not sure how much more i can take.

    And
    every fear i have comes true,
    like how i wasnt good enough for you.

    I tried
    to make the pain go away,
    but unlike you, its here to stay.

    I bet you didnt know
    that i cry everynight,
    and sometimes during the day,
    trying to forget the three words you would always say.

    I found out
    sometimes "I love you" means a lot,
    until they find the one.
    You wish it was you,
    but its not.