• Ive been doing the best i can, But i still seem to sin
    Thinkin about things, wondering when will they end
    Living with these scars that will never mend
    Just trying to succeed, But win or lose
    ill try my hardest, But im a lite fuse,
    Just waiting to explode, ready to go off
    Lock and load, i switch into rage mode
    But only for a split second, I feel something soft
    Around me, they take the weapon, They hold me so i dont run
    they tell me, what done is done, So stop this before you hurt someone
    I stop and realize, that the only problem, is none other then myself
    i couldnt help it, that i lost control, but i need to learn to fill my role
    And when i mess up, the pain takes its toll on my heart and soul
    But there is someone, there holding me, preventing me from falling into the black hole