• I look around
    And wonder if everything will stay the same
    Should i get up and go?
    Find my own destiny?
    Create my own will to survive?

    The thought of staying here
    Sends shivers of dread down my spine
    Fear is how i live...
    Anger is building in me...
    Sadness never leaves...

    They say "happy birthday"
    I say "you remembered?"
    Their startled faces mask their own surprise
    This cuts me even deeper
    Deeper into the depths of my heart