• Wandering into the soul is like falling into cyber space; you never know what will happen next. Traveling into the mind is like floating and swaying in the sea of darkness. My body feels cold; weak. I feel as if my life is enclosed in a box with no light coming in or out. I wear my shame and laugh it off every day as if nothing is to become of it. I feel like I am lost in my head. Closed in from the world. Darkness.