• I look back on things now, thinking what if. I realize this moment would have happened to us. You simply don't love me any more. You tried to let me down easy, yet breaking up is not easy. You were cruel and you deserve what guilt and heart ache. You deserve everything, that is coming to you. I know I'm letting my pride get in my way. You destoryed me that night. As, if I could trust you, as if I would want you back. I thought I would handle anything you threw at me. Ha! I quess I was wrong. I know still in my heart I love you. I know that I would not trade those moments with you for anything. I'm glad that you my friend, if you would make up your dang mind, was the one I gave my heart to. I am okay being with out expect when I talk to you I want to say BABY, LOVE YOU, or when I am alone and have time to think. Because I see you and her in my mind, and it rips my soul a part into shreds, worse than string cheese.