• I don't mean what I said,
    At least not how you took it,
    I'd prefer to be by your side.

    The insults I speak,
    Really it hurts to utter them with a laugh,
    But what else am I to say?

    Honestly I'm no good,
    My feelings never show,
    If I had a wish I'd wish for you to understand.

    And as we grow apart,
    Best friends to strangers,
    I wish I had the option not to leave you

    In my mind it seems selfish,
    Do I only bring you more pain?
    Yet I still need you, but really I don't think you need me

    Tears begin to fall at the thought,
    Still, what else am I to say?
    Just please, make a promise we'll always be friends

    I know you don't mean what you say,
    Or say what you mean,
    Because what human always does?

    But please give me a sign,
    Please understand,
    I am no different than you