• You want me here...thats fine with me
    You want me gone...alright i'll let you be
    But, I will not...put another gun to my head
    AND I WILL NOT CONFORM TO THE LIFE THAT I ONCE LEAD.

    I am decietful and you are corrupt
    Lieing is my passion, and pain...is my greatest pleasure
    The times I have hurt you, too many to count, you cant begin to measure
    An explanation, is damn hard to give
    When the demons inside, empty your soul like a sivv

    The trust we once had is dead and gone
    Get out of my body, I AM NOT YOUR ******** PAWN.

    I cant live without it and I cant live with it
    Its my cancer, my savior, and it prevents my soul from being lit
    To sum it all up, its my addiction,and its my pain.
    Its the thing that keeps my body in this strain

    Binding me tighter and tighter, i slowly die
    To think this could have all started with a little white lie
    Lies to my family, and lies to myself
    About how i have control, when i have horrible mental health