• You left me all alone,
    Not single feeling towards me was shown,
    I'm learning to take care of myself now,
    It was hard in learning how,

    I saw your picture and I threw it away,
    I don't want those feelings to stay,
    It reminded me of how cruel you were,
    Many of my memories began to stir,

    I can forgive but I will never forget,
    Most people would still be angry and upset,
    I think at times I am too forgiving,
    You added more to the past that I am reliving,

    I came a long way it's not like you could believe in me,
    You weren't there to see,
    Many things tore me apart,
    With nothing I had to restart,

    I doubted myself because you doubted everything about me,
    I remember partially of what I did see,
    You should have listened when I said "can I really trust my mind?",
    It's all my fault for trying to force the past behind,

    I do have a lot of problems and I never forced them upon you,
    I can't believe in all we've been through,
    You forced a lot out of me and I was pained within,
    I don't even know where to begin,

    Why can't you just say that you wanted to let me go?
    In your actions it started to show,
    It was easy to see,
    You weren't trusting in me,

    I trusted in you and forgave you of your lies,
    I didn't even have to look in your eyes,
    When it came to me you yelled at me and said hurtful things,
    You will never realize just how much it stings,

    People seek forgiveness it's hard to receive it if your not willing to show it,
    Knowing that you aren't willing to show it makes me feel like s**t,
    It's hard to believe that your not smart enough to leave your man whore,
    If your not willing to accept advice don't ask me for anymore.