• If I go to Hell, will you come with me...or just leave?

    I think we have an emergency.
    I think we have an emergency.

    Our teenage vow in a parking lot
    till tonight do us part
    I sing the blues, and swallow them too

    It bothers me to think of you as anything less than 'mine'
    and your futile attempts at reconstruction
    are far less than mediocre
    "practice makes perfect"...right?

    Forget about trying to make up for the past
    and for once, just live in the now
    but you can't do that...not even for me
    tied to what everyone else thinks
    you'll never be completely free

    I tell you I love you
    its like you go momentarily deft
    factor in the fact that you're failing to see
    when I say something; I actually mean it
    telling lyrical lies is a budding industry
    but I'd at least like the imagery to fit

    ******** this!
    and ******** that while you're at it!
    I might be close-minded
    but at least I leave my heart wide open
    you're pathetic, sleeping thru your life
    if you could manage to stay awake maybe you'd see
    everything you're missing is what I'm always gonna be

    I'm not mad
    I'm disappointed in the situation
    you ruined everything that was 'good'
    and like always; I'm stuck with rebuilding
    do I look like a contractor to you?
    I'll admit I'm a bit intoxicated
    but my mind has finally graduated
    obviously you're growing more and more and more

    Make up sex?
    I believe in break up sex
    I'd like to wash you out of my mind
    but your scent can stay on the sheets
    just a bit longer, make it a bit harder
    you piss me off, you broke my heart
    I'm old enough to know that I deserve better
    but you're still too young to change or even care
    one sided promises; broken promises; not fair

    I love you, I hate you, hatetoloveyou, lovetohateyou
    see what you do to me!
    I'm an emotional wreck, but you'll never know
    secrets are best kept by vial bitches
    its a "code of conduct" but I'm know for breaking rules
    testing my limits? I've forgotten the settings
    I'd like to think you're working your way to the top
    but I'm a bit harder to please than your average doormat
    come in. sit down. lets figure this out.
    I want you, you want me. what are we even fighting about?