• 7/16/09
    This unforgettable nightmare
    haunts me like a ghost
    it nevers goes away
    it plays over and over again
    in my head, it hurts
    and it gets worse
    everytime its in my thoughts
    it tears me down
    like a demolition site
    it gets revenge
    like its a curse
    but i hide my feelings
    because i have to
    i feel like a shell
    hard on the outside
    hollow on the inside


    This unforgettable nightmare
    is a black rose with thorns
    beautiful at first glance
    but painful at first touch
    i cant scare it away
    i cant hide it forever
    i cant push it away
    its stuck in my head
    an unforgettable nightmare
    which was once reality
    is replaying itself
    in my dreams
    when im asleep
    and in my thoughts
    when im awake
    it's liked me in pain
    since i started my own torture

    An unforgettable nightmare
    that holds me back
    from telling him
    about what i did
    and i hurt him badly
    he doesnt know it
    i cant be honest bout it
    now i have
    an unforgettable nightmare
    that wont let me go
    and will haunt me
    for as long as i live....
    ~Angel Brittany~