• Some may say theres no such thing as the girl of your dreams but i say other whise i found that girl .....

    Shes beautiful .......

    Shes Sweet.......

    Shes mine......

    as i search the deepest and the darkest parts of my heart i dig away at my soul and more, more i see her love for me is growing........

    i will love her as she has loved me but as we love each other more and more i become lazy i become lazy not willing to work with her....


    sorrow over comes my love for her as i start to think what i could have done to keep her what i could have done diffrently mabey i could have listend to her more or mabey kissed her more what is it what could i have done wrong.....


    she says "i love you" and, and she means it ...

    i say "im sorry i hurt you and im sorry i left".........


    she has nothing to say but " ive moved on"


    all hell breaks loose as i hear her words over and over again sadning i weep in my pillow i wimper at night as i sleep alone all i can say is that.........


    "im sorry, my love"

    this, this little part of my life is called regret .....

    i regret hurting her cheating on her i regret every thing i did wrong i.....

    I regret.... =C

    then come to find out .......

    she killed her self because i left her i regret my those words "its over"

    Shes beautiful......

    Shes sweeet......

    Shes no longer mine,....... shes gone now =(


    (and as i recall my religion people who killl them selfs go to hell if this is true she gone to a worse place then earth)


    i cry every morning and night wishing i was with her in hell but i cant do anything about it beause she told me to live on so i did

    these are the last words the told me

    " i love you.......forever"