• I'm happy
    but I'm not
    I have friends
    I have a family
    I have a girl friend
    I have a best friend
    I have everything I've ever wanted
    but I don't
    I have friends...
    but lots of them secreatly hate me
    I have a family...
    but we can't stand eachother
    I have a girl friend...
    but I don't love her as much
    I have a best friend...
    but I love her

    I'm happy
    but I'm not
    I have it all
    but I don't
    I smile
    but underneath I'm crying
    I laugh
    but not truely

    unless she's there
    unless she's the one making me laugh
    the one making me smile
    it's not real
    it's not complete
    it's all a lie
    I hate it
    I want it to stop...