• Can you really call me percious?
    When all i do is scream your name
    Can you really call me perfect?
    When we are nothing the same
    Can you smile knowing my emotions are in total array?
    When you say yours will never stray
    Can you really stay by my side?
    When Im no stranger to this game
    Can you really say im yours?
    When we both know what we feel isnt the same
    Can you really say you love me?
    When I have a whole lot of truth to hide

    The sound of your voice is like a hurricane
    Whisking me into its wurlwind of affection
    I love youisnt the word to describe this feeling
    Because you mean so much more
    But with our feelings on the line
    I hope i can find the cure

    The screeching pain against the unbeatable clock
    Hurts my heart
    In ways you will never know
    I shriek my worry toward your head
    Get away, dont love me
    Find someones else instead
    Otherwise you will have to stand the pain
    Which i cant let you go through
    I, the soul deserver should be brought it all

    I loved another first
    Hes what you call my lover
    So what does that make you?
    What does that make us?
    My mind begins to cloud
    How can I put you through such torture
    Can I thrown him away?
    Or should I throw you?

    As the damage sinks in
    My own self hatred
    I began to clear my feelings
    You are an amazing guy
    The one i need
    The man i want

    Sorry you had to wait this out
    So long i made you bare
    Alone at that
    Now my heads luminous
    But the venom has sunk in

    Im already a damaged item
    A broken being
    A unfixable thought
    An attempted taped up heart
    Im replaceable
    So go find you a new lover

    Even though i finally realized
    How much you truly mean

    Nothing can be put into comparsion with my growing self-hatred
    Your left behind in the dust it has seems once again
    See i told you to run
    To run and hide your heart
    Because now im now longer feeling the pain
    All i think and feel is self-hatred for hurting you
    Lost in my own little world
    As you begin to lose your road to humanity
    And follow the same path
    Path of self-desturction
    Path of self-hatred
    All from the one descision
    The simple descision to love me