• i feel happiness only because of pain
    in all of this, there was a gain
    it was just a name
    i can't believe "it" thinks it's just a game
    maybe i'm not good enough for "it"
    maybe all i did was bullshit
    "it" is so gay, "it" was nto worth the day
    i was no longer ok to see straight
    i'm soon going to break
    what is it going to take
    maybe it would be easy as eating cake
    i tell myself "it" is not worth falling for
    but it is something to adore
    maybe for rich or poor
    i can't be thinking of "it', "it" is not who i knew back then, "it" was cool
    being a different face towards each person "it" talks to
    But nobody knew, because maybe that is just "it"