• thought of you today, just like always
    gave me a headache, so I open a new pack
    giving in to that sweet camel menthol
    just like I gave you my all

    pull from the cigarette
    everything that I wanted out of you
    every little smile that I hoped to snare
    that flash of hands that meant you cared

    smoke curls through my mouth, frosting my insides
    do you miss me? did you love me?
    I'll love you for a thousand years
    I loved you for a thousand years

    ash blows out the window into nothingness
    this buzz in my brain like all of your voices
    my heart is numb with minty freshness
    I love you, I love you, with God as my witness

    I can feel the filter get hot
    that last drag always gets to me
    Can't say the words that are burning my lungs
    Drowning before I took the plunge

    Throw out the rest of this cancer stick
    I really hate this addicting hassle
    I guess it's okay if I only have a few
    It'll take a lot more to get over you.