• Oh my heart,
    I must send a message to you,
    A message ive sent by word, and by thought,
    A message emphasized by sarah,
    Lindsay,
    Shelby,
    rose,
    Cassidy,
    And the unnamed one I may find one day soon,
    My heart,
    Please,
    Why must you be so attached to so many people?
    Why must you find love so easy to find?
    Why must you make everything so difficult for me?
    With you I found my solitude,
    And with these thoughts, my solitude is betrayed.
    The betrayal is but a nature of the human thought,
    But perhaps I don’t like the human instincts in me?
    Perhaps, I don’t like the human I am?
    But I still enjoy being human,
    So why must I adhere to so many human thoughts?
    Love,
    Hate,
    thought,
    gathering in masses,
    Finding mates,
    Gaining strength in the pack,
    Why must we be like this heart?
    Why must I be like the rest of them?
    When I so wish to be but a boy,
    A boy with love,
    But a love to be controlled perhaps?
    Please heart,
    Tell me how to control my mind,
    Please mind,.
    Tell me how to control my heart,
    Within you mind ,
    I found solitude,
    Within you I fond my creativity,
    Within you I found some of the things I so like,
    So please,
    As a friend,
    As myself,
    Please tell me how to control heart?
    Or shall I just show them?
    Shall I just show them this,
    So they understand my thoughts?
    I requires your thoughts,
    Heart I require your thoughts as well,
    As I figure out the quandaries that are human minds and hearts,
    Oh please help me someone, cause im burning with love,
    And my hate is colder than the icy peaks of my mind,
    My heart is hotter than the highest leaves of the amazon,
    Its hotter than the great deserts to the south,
    Cause im no different form the rest,
    Make me different,
    Make me able to block out thoughts of love,
    And let me love from the bottom of my heart,
    With the compassion of the angel I know is inside me
    Cause I don’t want to hurt those I love with my idiocy,
    Let me hate more freely,
    So I can protect those I love,
    With the ferocity of the demon I know is inside me,

    Help me find out where to go,
    And who to go with,
    And maybe you too, will be happy,
    Tell me what to show, exactly when to show it,
    Because you both no better than I,
    Fore I am but human,
    And as a human I am ruled by the simple actions of instinct,
    Body,
    And pack
    So what am I to do?
    Among all the lands,
    And all the peoples,
    And all the places,
    When I love so easily,
    And I hate,
    But am impeded by my love for all?

    Oh please help me someone, cause im burning with love,
    And my hate is colder than the icy peaks of my mind,
    My heart is hotter than the highest leaves of the amazon,
    Its hotter than the great deserts to the south,
    Cause im no different form the rest,
    Make me different,
    Make me able to block out thoughts of love,
    And let me love from the bottom of my heart,
    With the compassion of the angel I know is inside me
    Cause I don’t want to hurt those I love with my idiocy,
    Let me hate more freely,
    So I can protect those I love,
    With the ferocity of the demon I know is inside me,

    Oh heart, why do I hate?
    Why is my hate so difficult to express?
    Why is this expression so shallow?
    Why is it a runt in the litter?
    Am I but a runt in the litter?
    Or am I something that thinks for itself,
    Has the thoughts of maybe coming up with something original,
    Something new,
    Something noones heard?
    Oh!
    I know why, because it is simple huma nstinct is it not?
    Doth you hate me humanity?
    Doth the thought of being original spike your brain with thoughts of hate?
    Doth he dare?
    Yes I do, I wish to be different,
    I wish to find where I must dwell,
    So as I may be different from the rest,

    Oh please help me someone, cause im burning with love,
    And my hate is colder than the icy peaks of my mind,
    My heart is hotter than the highest leaves of the amazon,
    Its hotter than the great deserts to the south,
    Cause im no different form the rest,
    Make me different,
    Make me able to block out thoughts of love,
    And let me love from the bottom of my heart,
    With the compassion of the angel I know is inside me
    Cause I don’t want to hurt those I love with my idiocy,
    Let me hate more freely,
    So I can protect those I love,
    With the ferocity of the demon I know is inside me,

    Oh please help me someone, cause im burning with love,
    And my hate is colder than the icy peaks of my mind,
    My heart is hotter than the highest leaves of the amazon,
    Its hotter than the great deserts to the south,
    Cause im no different form the rest,
    Make me different,
    Make me able to block out thoughts of love,
    And let me love from the bottom of my heart,
    With the compassion of the angel I know is inside me
    Cause I don’t want to hurt those I love with my idiocy,
    Let me hate more freely,
    So I can protect those I love,
    With the ferocity of the demon I know is inside me,

    Maybe ill hurt you,
    But I don’t wanna,
    Maybe Ill love you,
    But I don’t wanna,
    Maybe you’ll love me back,
    Maybe ill be happy,
    But I know that one way,
    Or maybe another way,
    In the end, it will all be the same,
    The same answer,
    The same reason,
    The same distrust,
    The same rumors,
    And the same why.