• MY PAIN


    Pain is all that I feel
    Pain is all i will always feel
    nothing can change that
    no matter how much I try
    to convince myself that it doesn't hurt


    I can't fool myself
    I wish i could then the pain would not hurt me much
    but I see that I am only making my pain worse
    by bottling it up


    but there is no one whom I can share what I feel
    for I can not trust anyone to share my pain with
    Nothing will ever change
    No matter how much I try to convince myself that hurt me will change
    but that is just a dream of the past

    Though i remember telling myself, yelling at myself the words
    that i will never forget
    Those words are the words that I use to
    comfort myself with
    but now they are nothing more than
    Words without meaning

    Words that will only hide the pain
    that I feel....

    Those words have been memorized by my heart

    The words....

    It doesn't hurt