• I love to pretend
    Im in love
    I feel more human
    even if vodka is my only friend

    Who cares if I die today
    If you do scream hooray
    But no one ever does
    Im lost without your love

    I used to live
    but then I died
    Used to kiss
    But now I lie
    To avoid the truth
    I was out of my mind
    But you fixed the loose screws
    And made me right
    Now im left all alone
    Dead without your love
    Wish you would come home

    Sometimes I close my eyes
    And see all of my fears
    Then I open them real wide
    And feel my salty tears

    I am afraid of who I am
    Afraid no one will understand
    So I put up all the walls
    But you tore down them all

    I used to live
    but then I died
    Used to kiss
    But now I lie
    To avoid the truth
    I was out of my mind
    But you fixed the loose screws
    And made me right
    Now im left all alone
    Dead without your love
    Wish you would come home

    I gave you all I could
    I did all I should
    That wasn’t enough
    We were never in love

    I like to pretend
    Im in love
    I feel more human
    Even if vicaden is my only friend


    I used to live
    but then I died
    Used to kiss
    But now I lie
    To avoid the truth
    I was out of my mind
    But you the loosen screws
    And made me so unright
    Now im left all alone
    Dead without your love
    Wish you never came here

    You should go fall into a ditch
    With needles that will break your skin
    And a fire that will singe
    Everything that was fake
    Everything that I hate

    I used to live
    But then I died
    When your lips kissed mine
    But now I find
    I will always be out of my mind
    Always have my screws loose
    Siting here all alone
    Killed by your love
    Wish I didn’t love you