• the thoughts in my mind scar me from the inside out
    an explosion begging to come forth
    I need help
    but I don't know where to go
    all I can feel is this fire … this fire
    here within my heart
    desire passion love
    raw emotion beckoned into this life
    it fuels me unlike anything else in this world
    and yet I still sit here alone in both spirit and mind
    why cant i feel normal be happy for once
    I guess it's to much to ask for
    I cant feel my self anymore
    All I've wanted for the longest time has been to be happy
    and yet day after day it eludes me