• really should stop doing this
    but i don't have much choice...

    you are my lifeline and without you
    i'll be like a shallow glass without water - empty

    its so hard to face each and every day
    knowing you're not there for me anymore...

    knowing that you're creating the distance
    to let me stay on my present - which i don't love

    knowing that you're not the person whom fate intended
    to be with me forever

    knowing that you don't love me
    like i love you

    one of the ironies of life which i can't stop
    ironies which i can do nothing but face

    i feel stupid just being here waiting for something to happen
    it's my choice
    and i'll stick with it no matter what..

    wishing everything will change
    but then
    it is way beyond reality

    bottom line

    impossible

    only one thing is for sure
    i'll stay here

    waiting for you.....

    always loving you.....

    even if it takes forever...................