• you don't know
    anything about me
    Ive been raped
    Ive been used
    Ive been battered
    and abused
    Ive been scared
    and been bruised
    shoved and knocked down
    had my face drug
    on the ground bones broken
    ribs kicked in
    back and face bleeding
    from the horse whip
    and and all the hits
    from that belt
    but no one listened
    when i cried for help
    screws were put threw my fingers
    starved till i barley lingered on
    work two jobs to
    raise my baby brother
    who now hates me
    but that's because of what
    he had to see
    beaten with a baseball bat
    till it cracked my scull
    twice that happend
    and it took its tole
    my knees dislocated from
    being kicked so hard
    been stabbed by
    broken glass shards
    be left out on the street
    in snow three feet deep
    hardly any clothes
    and nothing to eat
    not even a pair of shoes
    on my frost bitten feet
    Ive been burned
    and Ive been sold
    but nothing ever
    felt as cold
    as Jakes eyes
    staring into mine
    as he watched them
    do so many things to me
    but what he didn't know
    is i took his beatings too
    cause there wasn't
    anything i wouldn't do
    to protect him
    bleeding was the least i could do
    but ill never be whole again
    never not hurt
    never not hurt
    never not be afraid
    ill never forget the pain
    you think your life is hard
    but its not
    and if you beg to differ
    then just give mine a shot
    just know ive only told you
    a little of what happened
    not the worst and not a lot
    i dare you to try just a minute
    in my life
    and try to act like it never happened
    try not to be screwed up after
    i bet you wont be able to not
    cry millions of painful tear
    you think you have it bad
    think of what Ive been threw
    in my years