• Walking upon this earth.
    Dead as can be.
    Feel the pain you reflect on others.
    Feel the hurt behind his eyes.
    Feel you biggest fear become a reality.

    You never thought it would happen.
    You were so safe,
    Secure.
    When you feel for him you were so sure.
    So sure everything would be okay.

    But it’s not.
    Smiles turn to tears,
    Dreams become fears,
    Knives turn into outlets.
    Your dead inside.

    All you want is him.
    He is the one.
    He is enough to pull you from under your pit of despair.
    Hands of sorrow clashing with hands of warmth.
    It’s consuming.

    Soon you feel the passion take over.
    Leaning in your lips brush,
    And instantly heaven returns.
    Can you blame it?

    And then the cycle repeats itself.

    Laughs turn into crys.
    Smiles turn into knives.
    Love becomes hate.
    You made a mistake.

    Once you leave him you leave yourself.
    He is all that you are.
    All you have.

    Here you are.
    Waiting in the dark.
    For your light.
    The perfect contradiction.
    The perfect sameness.
    Soon he will come.
    You know it.

    But that’s what scares you.
    Want is fear.
    Fantasy is reality.
    What if this all goes wrong.
    You have so much to gain.
    Yet so much to lose.

    Tears will turn into smiles.
    Cries will turn to knives.
    Love will lead to suicide.
    It makes you.
    But it breaks you.

    Are you ready for what this may bring.