• to the one i once loved
    my tears from you have engraved
    a perminit path along my cheeks
    the pain that you caused me has
    froever been entangled in my heart

    once the wonds begain to heal
    something reminds me of you
    and they are ripped open to reveal
    the true hurt that i feel each morning that i wake up
    i can still feel the warmth of you rugged hand against my face
    the traces of you are still left behind

    each morning i wake up in agoney
    hopeing that it will all be a dream
    then i look in the mirror and i see the truth
    each day i grow bigger
    i remember when you said you would love me forever
    when you said you would not hurt me
    each day i am reminded
    of thoes broken promases
    each day i feel the pain of what you did to me
    to the one i still love

    forced to leave i left not knowing
    wither or not it was ment to happen like this
    i have to make the choice
    agian

    wondering if the thought of what hurts me most
    lingers in your mind as it does mine
    dreaming that this is just a dream
    then i feel it inside of me
    and i am forced to be brought back to reality

    wishing that this relationship never blossomed
    wishing that i had never fallen in love with you
    wishing that thing did not end the way they did
    wishing i could still be with you
    wishing you could be there for the bith of our child
    to the one i will always love