• i've lost the trust that was built by others.
    i did not mean for it to come down,
    to hurt me harshly,
    to hurt me painfully,
    making me realize that everything is gone.

    i've lost it all.
    how do you undo
    a lie that was a lie from the beginning
    how do you undo
    mistakes to cause it to fall apart
    how can you really look back at the cracks?

    i regret it all
    but i can't go back
    it's not a dream that i'm dreaming
    it's harsh reality that i'm facing
    and that has left me in misery
    i just want all of it go away
    and make everything better
    i just have to.