• I just came to know
    That to know myself and find myself
    Is impossible by following a trail

    That is where I'm left
    Left to what is left in life
    Left to what maybe true

    That's all there is
    And that is what I'm left to believe
    Tho sometimes somethings, they are just to unbelievable
    To be believable in this life

    Do you know what I've done
    Do you know just how screwed up I've become
    When I have just that little bit of hope
    Every thing just falls away in the end

    In the mirror I see me
    And his red eyes
    Glaring back at me
    I try to run from him
    But in this house of mirrors he is everywhere
    I have to look
    No way around
    Let his evil soak into me

    My mind is fluttered
    I don't know why
    All I hear in my mind are negative thoughts

    Do you know what I've done
    Do you know just how screwed up I've become
    When I have just that little bit of hope
    Every thing just falls away in the end

    In my world the good guy is me
    But when the hands of life have been dealt
    And all that good is masked
    You never see it.....

    So I
    Keep running
    Away from
    The trail no one has took
    I well be fine
    I walk in the gray
    I strive to be in the middle
    But I know I well stray
    Even tho I don't want to look
    On this trail
    I am in my own shadow
    The light can never come out
    It stays behind the dark
    With that said
    I am lost and forsaken
    To hell with my soul.....