• I'm just living every day like yesterday. Not caring. Just rolling. Passing by the emotional inspirational girls, the goths, preps, bitches, rappers, and all I can do is keep it going. I can't ever cry. Or wait for the tears to dry. I wipe them off brush my sleeve and keep going. Try to brake me down. I have this shield even I can't understand. Believe me I've tried to break it. I beg for feelings, to feel pain, or care for someone. But I never will. I've paid a life's pain. I'm past my due. Now all I can do is sit back and connect trough my music. Just know you will never see tears over my face. For I have no feelings.