• What is it about me that you think is easy to ignore?
    I can see that you pretend that I am wonderful.
    Or whatever it is that you say I am...

    What was it that you really thought of me when you fooled me into thinking I'm actually someone?
    You had me in the palm of your hand...
    I see that was all in the plan?
    I saw how you had to pretend that I was amazing...
    Or whatever it was that you said I am.

    As I try to move on...
    Try to think you are long gone...
    He pulled the thought of you back.
    He told me you loved me?
    I believe you were pretending to think I was special...
    Or something close to it.

    I can't stand it.
    I can't stand you.
    I can't stand him.
    And worst of all?
    I believe the two of you.

    I hate myself for this all.
    I wish I could actually step back and drown this all in the rain.
    Drown myself in something other than hurt and pain.

    But this is just because you wanted to pretend I was something amazing.