• Sometimes I find myself searching through skies,
    hoping for signs that you remember me too,
    but then there are times when I'm not too sure,
    I want to keep remembering you.

    When I was drowning,
    you held me under,
    and now that I look back I realize it was you,
    that tore my stronghold asunder.

    But I'll wait for you,
    stay up all night,
    staring at the stars and talking to the moon,
    hoping to hear you from the other side,
    talking to me too.

    Most nights I deal with the fact that you're dead,
    but for some reason it doesn't like to stay in my head.

    On the night we sat and stared,
    under the wash of the moon's pale glow,
    I finally knew that you were the closest thing to home I ever got to know,
    and now my security has left with you.

    The walls around your heart, are much like the ones around my mind,
    letting everyone in but never letting us out,
    We're the product of fear, surrounded by doubt.
    But some nights I feel like drowning,
    dunking myself into darkness and letting it all out.

    But no, I'm just staring at the moon,
    reaching and talking to it, too.
    So close to hoping that my words flow through and get to you.

    These words hurt me more than you know,
    reopening a wound to let it fester and grow.
    I'm sorry for not reaching you sooner,
    but tonight I'm sure you're bathing in lunar;
    You always looked best in that light,
    it brought you and me the happiest moments of our lives.
    But now it's time to say goodbye,
    soon enough we'll be together behind the moon's soft light.
    I know it won't make anyone upset I'm leaving tonight,
    I've always been invisible to everyone's eyes.

    I've got my pockets full of rocks,
    and I'm ready to leave this world behind.
    Walking to the lakes at the end of all docks,
    And saying my final farewell to this life's last look,
    at the moon's lunar lights and the nights we took.