• Occasionally, I'll look back at the memories I gathered up
    And erase all the painful parts
    Flipping through them like a sweet treasured photo album
    So that they can shake up my heart again
    And I can pretend only beautiful moments existed

    Why can't I say a thing
    When there's so much that I want to say?
    I don't want to jeopardize the peace we have
    Don't want to trouble the people around me
    Though sometimes it tears at me I'm alone

    Because that's the place where I first fell in love with you
    I can't bring pain or more selfishness into it
    Even though you already did
    Instead, I'll just act like nothing happened
    For my own sake, your sake, and everyone else's
    I do hate being the "good girl", as she called me