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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 8:56 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 11:36 pm
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Posted: Mon Dec 28, 2009 11:45 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 3:24 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 6:59 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 8:10 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:03 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 7:21 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 7:44 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 11:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Dec 30, 2009 11:43 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 12:18 pm
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 2:24 pm
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I am so incredibly frustrated! stressed My mom and I had plans to go see a movie tonight before she starts back to school. This would be the last night that we could do anything together before then she goes back to work. But, my dad, without consulting us, invited some friends over from high school (who he had over at our house earlier this week) to our house tonight, so we could entertain them by playing Rook. gonk I hate playing cards, and these people are the dullest people in the world! stressed And worst of all, my night to hang out with my mom is gone! crying I got so mad when I heard him on the phone making these arrangements (though we had already told him our plans) that I actually squeezed my styrofoam cup so hard that it broke, and the red fruit punch in it went all in my lap. I just had to get up, and leave the situation, and cool down in my room. And I'm not a person who is eagerly angered either, but right now, I am seriously P O'ed. stressed stressed stressed crying crying crying
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 3:30 pm
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After I cooled down, I went to apologize for getting so upset, and I tried to share my point of view. My dad started verbally attacking me. He called me lazy and selfish because I don't have a job. Then he started attacking my friends, and he started mocking them. He even started mocking some of my friends I have in this guild. All of this time, the tears were welling up in me. And then he had the nerve to call one of my best friends in the world, who is the most selfless person I know, who works to support her family, lazy and selfish. That's what started the flow of tears. I know that the things that he said were defensive lies, but it still hurt. I wish I could shield the world from his wrath and mockery. I wish I could shield myself... But I don't understand? Why does he have so much hate in him? And why must he hate those whom I love so dearly? Sadly, I still have one more semester to endure at home, and after that, I will have to wait to get a job and become financially independent. I was planning on living at home for a year or two to pay off my student loans, but I don't know if I can handle it. Wouldn't it be nice if I could sprout wings and fly away to a magical land of peace and love? Such is the stuff of heaven, and it is the sad fate that we will never see such a thing on Earth. How do I stop the tears? How do I stop the hurt? I am hesitant to even post this for fear of saddening those to whom these insults were directed, but I felt that if I didn't realize these feelings, then I would burst. To my friends, I love you and I will do my best to keep you from my dad's wrath.
I'm so lonely...
*Edit at 6:48 PM - My dad sort of (but not completely) apologized for being a jerk, so I feel a bit better now. But I still feel sad. I wish that I could be happy for the coming of a new year.
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Posted: Thu Dec 31, 2009 6:31 pm
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