Our Random Topic Hangout Thread (note the name change)

[LilChibiusa]

Mademoiselle Alvinette

No problem! rofl

Or tonight if I happen to take a ridiculously long nap after work. xd  

[LilChibiusa]

Merry Christmas! heart  

[LilChibiusa]

I'm making a New Year's game based off of luck and snow. I hope you'll show up! This game will take zero effort, and won't take up much of your time. heart  

[SeraphimDiablos]

Holy crackpipe I'm excited right now c: I get to go see my girlfriend in Kentucky this weekend.  

[LilChibiusa]

SeraphimDiablos

Holy crackpipe I'm excited right now c: I get to go see my girlfriend in Kentucky this weekend.

Congrats! heart I hope the meeting goes well. Make sure you're a proper gentleman. wink  

[SeraphimDiablos]

I'm taking a video for the sake of being awkward when we pull up to her house. I'll upload it to Facebook - it'll be nice. c:  

[SeraphimDiablos]

Anyway, sorry for vacating for so long. I dunno if I'll be hanging around Gaia much - Alyssa's here though. I'll tell her to come in here and say "Hi" sometime since she gets on regularly. I think. Then she'll laugh at me for being poor :c  

[LilChibiusa]

SeraphimDiablos

Anyway, sorry for vacating for so long. I dunno if I'll be hanging around Gaia much - Alyssa's here though. I'll tell her to come in here and say "Hi" sometime since she gets on regularly. I think. Then she'll laugh at me for being poor :c

If you're happy in real life, don't worry about checking in here too much. It's nice to see you every once in a while, but don't think of it as an obligation. Just think of us when you get bored. xd  

[SeraphimDiablos]

Well when I get bored, mostly I-...Wait. There's family here. No need to finish that sentence.  

[LilChibiusa]

SeraphimDiablos

Well when I get bored, mostly I-...Wait. There's family here. No need to finish that sentence.

I hope you don't do something inappropriate when you get bored. lol  

[SeraphimDiablos]

Seriously. ********. Pissed. At her. There's just some things you don't do to a youthful loving heart.  

[SeraphimDiablos]

For those of you wondering why we fell apart so quickly, she has been talking to this guy she says she used to know since about a week before Christmas, and decided to leave me in favor of him. I was trying to be supportive, even though I was crying my soul out in private, and often broke down in front of her because I know I was not fine. She'd call me an a*****e for thinking I was the only one hurting, so I had to turn to other supports.

She was killing me. She was poison. Her facebook statuses were almost ALL about her new boyfriend, and she wouldn't talk to me about anything unless it mentioned him, and she and I got into a fight last night about it until I told her we needed to not talk for awhile.

She's trying to mark me as a bad guy, and I honestly don't see how anyone can see me as such. My memory was dying. My heart was dying. I didn't want to eat or drink or sleep. I couldn't dream. I don't understand how she couldn't see how badly she was destroying me. I'm glad I talked to this small group of friends I have, or else I would've continued hurting myself trying to keep her in my pocket.

I wrote a poem about the way she makes me feel in case you're curious too.

/rant  

[LilChibiusa]

SeraphimDiablos

For those of you wondering why we fell apart so quickly, she has been talking to this guy she says she used to know since about a week before Christmas, and decided to leave me in favor of him. I was trying to be supportive, even though I was crying my soul out in private, and often broke down in front of her because I know I was not fine. She'd call me an a*****e for thinking I was the only one hurting, so I had to turn to other supports.

She was killing me. She was poison. Her facebook statuses were almost ALL about her new boyfriend, and she wouldn't talk to me about anything unless it mentioned him, and she and I got into a fight last night about it until I told her we needed to not talk for awhile.

She's trying to mark me as a bad guy, and I honestly don't see how anyone can see me as such. My memory was dying. My heart was dying. I didn't want to eat or drink or sleep. I couldn't dream. I don't understand how she couldn't see how badly she was destroying me. I'm glad I talked to this small group of friends I have, or else I would've continued hurting myself trying to keep her in my pocket.

I wrote a poem about the way she makes me feel in case you're curious too.

/rant

That's terrible! I'm sorry that happened. sad From what you said, you were definitely not on the wrong on this one if it makes you feel any better. It sounds to me like she was using you to string you along like that after replacing you so suddenly. I hope you have better luck dating in the future. Just remember that life isn't about dating relationships. Good and bad things come and go, and nothing bad on this Earth lasts forever. *huggles*  

[SeraphimDiablos]

I still have deep feelings for her. I know I do. But with how we are right now - she hurts me. Badly. No matter what she says or does. And the fact that I'm hurting is hurting her, as guilt. She doesn't understand how badly I'm hurt. I don't understand the way she's hurt. We're separated right now - but at the rate my emotions are flying, I might go talk to her in a week. I'd love to be best buddies with her and more, but I can't do it right now.