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 Posted: Thu Jan 12, 2012 8:34 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 12, 2012 9:11 pm
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Ick! I'm sorry she tried to pull that crap with you again. And no, I don't think all women are gifted with the powers of manipulation. Well, maybe I could manipulate people if I tried, but I don't want to! I've been on the receiving end of manipulation and it is NOT FUN! crying And on the flip side, I can say that manipulation is definitely not limited to the female of the species. Guys can do it too! xp
And as far as letting her go is concerned, sometimes you've just gotta do the obvious thing and stop talking to her. It WON'T be easy, trust me! But sometimes, if the person breaks your heart enough, that's the only thing you can do to start healing. Then again, it's not the right thing for everyone to do. It's ultimately your call what to do, but like I said, even though a clean break hurts a lot more at first than continued contact, sometimes it's actually what hurts the least in the long run.
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Posted: Thu Jan 12, 2012 9:14 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2012 6:05 pm
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Moriko_Wolf_Youkai Okay then, who needs her? Look, I know you may like her, but what she did and who she is is her decision. You can't fix her, no matter how much you may want to. I know this sounds harsh, but Chibi can tell you that I'm not known for being subtle. She chose to do you wrong. All you can do is tell her that it hurt you and hope she listens to what you say. If she does, great, but don't trust her with your heart again. If not, then there is nothing you can do to change her. I guess I may as well have a little story time, too. And I know Chibi wants to know. I recently started dating a guy I work with. We met last May, and we totally hit it off. We share the same interests, the same hobbies, and we even have a similar (rather warped and perverted) sense of humor. What's more, we both have our dark areas in our pasts, but we each make the other want to be a better person. He says he feels free to be just himself around me, and he makes me feel warm and protected. That said, we have both agreed to take this relationship very slow. Both of us have been hurt and seen others hurt by just diving in. So, as Alvinette said, guard your heart. But be careful that you don't build the wall so thick and high that you miss real love when it knocks at the door.
Is this the same guy you were telling me about before? heart I hope that things work out well for both of you. I know you've had more than your share of heartache.
Btw, sorry it took so long for me to respond. I've been sick, and haven't felt like checking Gaia much. xp |
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2012 6:09 pm
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2012 3:12 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2012 8:51 am
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2012 7:08 pm
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SeraphimDiablos ^-^;; It's definitely how I felt about her, Moriko. And, I tried to tell her how I felt yesterday. I'm still not completely over her (I'm getting to that point), and she turned me into the bad guy again. Which I fought against, but ended up letting her win because I can't stand seeing her upset. Are all women blessed with this gift of manipulation or are guys just really easy to twist around once you're in their hearts? xD I'm trying to get rid of her. Really, I am. I just don't know how to go about it, for me.
Sadly for those of the female population that have honorable intentions, those with ulterior motives are much more numerous, and much more memorable. I remember one of my co-workers getting upset when she thought her boyfriend might be cheating on her. She said she was going to cheat on him to try and get him mad enough to admit it. When I asked what she would do if she found out he was cheating, she said that she would dump him. Then I asked "What if he isn't cheating?" She just shrugged and said, "He probably will anyway, so I'll get him first so he knows how it feels." I rarely spoke with her after that.
I have always believed that two people should be faithful to each other, even if they are only dating. If one of them cheats so easily when they are just dating, what would life with them be like? No trust, no faithfulness?
And here's a rather disturbing thought. If she kisses you, who is she seeing in her mind? Is it really you? I don't know you, or her, enough, to really make the call, but I don't think you deserve that. you deserve better. |
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Posted: Mon Jan 16, 2012 7:10 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2012 2:25 am
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LilChibiusa And, about your friends and the abortion. Shouldn't that be a non-issue if they practice abstinence in their relationship?
She wants sex. Lots of sex. And yet she doesn't want to be pregnant. Ever. It's extremely one sided. My friend went off about how she should really be honored to have the gift to carry a child and that she's a waste of a woman. So cruel, and yet... -Shakes head.-
LilChibiusa Your naked body is the most vulnerable thing you can show a person. If you're going to bare your body and your heart in such a way, make sure it's with the person for whom you are sure that you want to spend the rest of your life. Otherwise, you're just asking for your heart to be crushed in ways that wouldn't exist if that intimacy hadn't been there.
Tell me about it ._.
Moriko_Wolf_Youkai And here's a rather disturbing thought. If she kisses you, who is she seeing in her mind? Is it really you? I don't know you, or her, enough, to really make the call, but I don't think you deserve that. you deserve better.
I didn't really think about it like that. I don't think I wanted to think about it like that. Not that it really matters anymore. I'm at the point where I'm feeling fury. Justified fury. I've found myself keeping up with her facebook and her tumblr, and the way that she speaks is as if we had never existed as a couple. I'm getting angry, and starting to feel ignored and used. As I keep saying. I hope this process is over soon. It's making me extremely tired.
In other news, my friend Penguin and I decided to speak in Iambic Pentameter today. It was silly at first, but then he kind of forced a few more poetic lines out of me. XD
[1/17/2012 11:12:32 PM] Ilan Buzzetti: iambic pentameter
[1/17/2012 11:12:48 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Whyforth use iambic pentameter?
[1/17/2012 11:13:09 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Within creation lies too much effort.
[1/17/2012 11:13:26 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Also I have no idea how to use it. Never understood it.
[1/17/2012 11:14:55 PM] Ilan Buzzetti: you exhibit a mastery of it
you feign ignorance, you should just admit
[1/17/2012 11:15:54 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: I show no knowledge of that which you speak.
[1/17/2012 11:16:25 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Not that I know much of the English word.
[1/17/2012 11:16:40 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Guessing games and syllables, nothing more.
[1/17/2012 11:18:10 PM] Ilan Buzzetti: fie upon you and your fake denial
you have just described a common street whore
[1/17/2012 11:19:46 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Nay, I can describe a common street whore
One whose heart lies in material gain
Whose iron grip upon mine heart laxing
And eyes that betray guiltless consciousness.
[1/17/2012 11:23:29 PM] Nicholas Ritchie: Your silence brings not but dismay to me.
Speak, and bow to the strength of poetry. |
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2012 7:09 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2012 7:46 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2012 8:13 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2012 4:21 am
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I've stomached the pain she's caused me long enough. I have removed her from Gaia, Facebook, League of Legends, and Skype, and will be ignoring the s**t out of her for the next eternity to come. It'll be hard, for sure. But she's awful for me. She's killing me. I'm not going to let that happen.
And maybe she'll understand one day, when her new boy chooses the military over her, and my friend Cody already told me he basically did, she lost someone truly special, someone who would do anything for her regardless of his own safety.
It's done. Next order of business, ladies?
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Posted: Fri Jan 27, 2012 2:14 pm
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I stand and applaud thy courage and resolve, my poetic friend (Yeah, I can use the lingo, but I can't rhyme worth a flip)
On a much sadder note, I went through on a very difficult decision this past weekend. Dacy, my beloved little Westie, and I took our last road trip together. I took her to the vet for the last time. She went peacefully, only wanting me to hold her through it. I buried her with my horse, who died a few years ago, so she would always have a friend near.
She was my friend for many years, and she will always be in my heart. RIP, Dacy. crying
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