Vent thread - Let it all out

[deadmanjay]

sometimes,  

[Southern Cross Nemesis]

I am back with some not so great news... I ask for your prayers for a friend of mine(more like my only real life friend) The week of Christmas I learned that he had a heart attack. This one is number four or five and he is as old as I, 27ish. They are going to do some tests to see what is the future going to be like for him.  

[rmcdra]

Southern_cross_nemesis

I am back with some not so great news... I ask for your prayers for a friend of mine(more like my only real life friend) The week of Christmas I learned that he had a heart attack. This one is number four or five and he is as old as I, 27ish. They are going to do some tests to see what is the future going to be like for him.

Will do. I'll keep you in my prayers as well.  

[Southern Cross Nemesis]

does everyone like giving me bad news? I just learned that an online friend has cancer, I only meet the person, but she learned that my mom died of cancer and has asked me if it would be a good plan to go though chemo. I did research on brain cancer, and know why the chemo didn't work on my mom. My friend's isn't brain cancer, her chances are better than 1 percent.  

[rmcdra]

Southern_cross_nemesis

does everyone like giving me bad news? I just learned that an online friend has cancer, I only meet the person, but she learned that my mom died of cancer and has asked me if it would be a good plan to go though chemo. I did research on brain cancer, and know why the chemo didn't work on my mom. My friend's isn't brain cancer, her chances are better than 1 percent.

Damn sad . I'm really sorry man.  

[deadmanjay]

Southern_cross_nemesis

does everyone like giving me bad news? I just learned that an online friend has cancer, I only meet the person, but she learned that my mom died of cancer and has asked me if it would be a good plan to go though chemo. I did research on brain cancer, and know why the chemo didn't work on my mom. My friend's isn't brain cancer, her chances are better than 1 percent.

Chemos a b***h from what I can gather from talking to people. It takes so much out of a person. If there are alternate methods, that friend should definitely try those first.  

[Southern Cross Nemesis]

deadmanjay

Southern_cross_nemesis

does everyone like giving me bad news? I just learned that an online friend has cancer, I only meet the person, but she learned that my mom died of cancer and has asked me if it would be a good plan to go though chemo. I did research on brain cancer, and know why the chemo didn't work on my mom. My friend's isn't brain cancer, her chances are better than 1 percent.

Chemos a b***h from what I can gather from talking to people. It takes so much out of a person. If there are alternate methods, that friend should definitely try those first.

she said she did... surgery one of them  

[deadmanjay]

Southern_cross_nemesis

deadmanjay

Southern_cross_nemesis

does everyone like giving me bad news? I just learned that an online friend has cancer, I only meet the person, but she learned that my mom died of cancer and has asked me if it would be a good plan to go though chemo. I did research on brain cancer, and know why the chemo didn't work on my mom. My friend's isn't brain cancer, her chances are better than 1 percent.

Chemos a b***h from what I can gather from talking to people. It takes so much out of a person. If there are alternate methods, that friend should definitely try those first.

she said she did... surgery one of them

Man, keep praying for her and tell her to make sure she takes her calcium suplements when she is supposed to. I know a few who didnt and the chemo just ******** em over.  

[rmcdra]

I feel very down now. I don't know if it's because of a cold coming on and it's just affecting my mood real bad; or if its some other trigger, but I just want to ball up and cry. I don't want to deal with anyone or anything.  

[Southern Cross Nemesis]

rmcdra

I feel very down now. I don't know if it's because of a cold coming on and it's just affecting my mood real bad; or if its some other trigger, but I just want to ball up and cry. I don't want to deal with anyone or anything.

I know the feeling, I was/am having the same kind of days lately.  

[rmcdra]

Southern_cross_nemesis

rmcdra

I feel very down now. I don't know if it's because of a cold coming on and it's just affecting my mood real bad; or if its some other trigger, but I just want to ball up and cry. I don't want to deal with anyone or anything.

I know the feeling, I was/am having the same kind of days lately.

It's been a while since I've felt this way. I know my fiancee isn't feeling well so I might be empathing her. I hope that is all that it is.

The only other thing that it might be is that as cool as this hotel job is, I'd much rather be writing stories and making a living doing that than what I'm doing now. I'm not ungrateful for my job by any means. It's just that I know it's not my dream job yet I feel like I have to act like its my dream job if I want to be doing better than min wage. Though this mode of thinking could very well be just a by product of this funk I'm feeling. confused  

[deadmanjay]

this is a troll thread

Anyone who posts in it should report themselves for falling for an SNF trolls s**t...I mean, its not hard to troll the SNF...just say vampires are real and you got a thread of a dozen pages or more  

[rmcdra]

Why do I even bother with anything at all. emo crying  

[Eltanin Sadachbia]

rmcdra

Why do I even bother with anything at all. emo crying

Have you been spending excessive time in the M&R forum again?  

[Southern Cross Nemesis]

rmcdra

Why do I even bother with anything at all. emo crying

Cause you care, and wish to make a difference. *hugs*