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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 7:25 am
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Azima shifred and grunted, rolling to his other side. He was in a den, small, very close to his parents den. He couldn't stay there obviously, with the burst of more siblings that he was a little sickened by. So he'd chosen this spot. It was a bit damn and musty but he only needed it to sleep. He slept most of his days away, lately.
He shifted and moved himself up, half dragging himself to the entrance. He sat a moment, leaning against the cold, dirt wall. He did not want to go outside today! His eyes flickered and he squinted as they roamed the sunny scene in front of him.
He did not want to do much of anything, to be honest.
he had to, he had to! He was starving and his mother had refused to bring him meat. She'd said he needed to keep active, to get over what he was feeling right now. She hadn't been unkind about it, of course. Not like his father, whom was actually glad that he'd come back to the Kusini lands in despair. His father was sickened by him and he knew it, and was hurt by it.
He'd learned to ignore that though, learned to ignore a lot. He'd been out a day or two after his horrible run-in with Roho and had even interacted with others! But it had just gotten to be too much, this seemed much safer and much duller and what he thought he needed.
He sighed and dragged himself into the open, shutting his eyes as he did so. It was disgustingly hot out and the sun was too bright, he could already feel a headach coming on.
Ignoring it he started to the short but dreadful walk toward the Kusini watering holes. What was he to do?
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Posted: Wed Nov 07, 2007 8:04 am
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This was exactly why he didn't travel.
He was up and moving around in his second day in the Kusini lands, and he was finding it practically impossible to find who he was looking for because this place was simply too big! He wouldn't be surprised if he'd only managed to explore a tiny, tiny little bit of the Kusini lands. He knew he was in the right place, as a helpful stranger had told him so, but surely these lands had to be bigger than the Pridelands, or near enough, to hide such a brightly-coloured lion from him. It wasn't a good thought at the best of times, but he really had to find Azima. Now.
After meeting Wahabu and striking up a friendship, he'd had an epiphany of sorts later that day, after they had parted ways and his new friend carried on looking for his other friend, Kubwa. Roho had used his brain for once and compared the differences between his feelings of friendship for the two lions, and he'd come to a startling revelation. He'd never before paid much mind to how he looked forward to seeing Azima each time as soon as they had become friends. And he'd somehow managed to miss how appealing to the eye he found the other male to be; the colour of his fur, hs mane, even his eyes - all these things were, well... attractive to Roho. He had just been too naive to realise the subtle differences between appeal and appeal.
But he was determined not to be that way any more. What Azima had said to him when they had last been together had opened his eyes to a different kind of relationship, one better than friendship. He had thought it was all one-sided at the time, and so had rightfully felt a little bit shocked and maybe even daunted, but now he was sure it wasn't. He was sure he thought of Azima as more than a friend, and he just couldn't bear to let it go without seeing what could come of these feelings they both had. But by not coming here to try and repair the damage, he wouldn't only lose the chance at something more with Azima, he'd lose their friendship as well, and that thought made it go beyond unbearable.
So that was why he was here now, wandering through unfamiliar territory, on the lookout for any splash of red and black in the distance. But it was tiring work, this ceaseless moving, and so when he caught the scent of water on the wind, he decided to follow it to refresh himself. He'd only moved about ten paces, however, when another scent caught his attention. He would recognise Azima's unique smell anywhere, and he was so relieved, he completely forgot about his drink. He was off in a run, bounding through the grass, following that scent to find the one he sought.
It didn't take long to get Azima in view, and as he slowed down, he felt a pang of guilt. Azima looked... depressed. He knew it was his fault for being so stupid. He couldn't help it, but that didn't make him feel any better. Still, he hoped that today would lift Azima's spirits, or he suspected the both of them would go back to moping around their pride lands. But if he thought about Azima rejecting him, he knew he would end up losing his nerve before he got close and high tail it out of there. He couldn't think negatively or else he'd never manage to say what needed to be said. Forcing a bright smile onto his face - fake because of how he was feeling, but he gets points for trying - he picked up speed again.
When he was close enough, as Azima had done to him, he leapt at the smaller male, pouncing him as he called out, "Azima!" If Azima had managed to say what he had by starting off this way, perhaps it would help Roho, too. At least, that was the big male's logic on the matter. "I've been looking everywhere for you!"
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 3:38 am
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Posted: Fri Nov 09, 2007 2:02 pm
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He realised he was much bigger than Azima, and therefore heavier, so he had the common sense about him to relieve his friend of his weight as soon as he had come out of the momentum of the pounce. He lifted himself up, so he was more sitting over Azima, with the red male between his front paws for the moment. "I wanted to see you, of course," he replied, gazing down at Azima. Oh, but it was good to see him again. He'd been so afraid that he never would.
But he guessed... now it was time to tell him. But, damn, it was so hard to do that. What if Azima was so upset that he didn't want it any more? What would he do then? He'd only just discovered this feeling within himself. It would hurt almost as much as losing Azima from his life to have that feeling denied him. But he had to say it... or else he would never know what would become of it.
"I missed you. And you were so upset when you left..." He frowned, and it was obvious from the expression on his face and in his eyes that he'd been upset as well. "I wanted to make you feel better again. And to apologise for being wrong about everything."
And he had been so very wrong. He hadn't recognised what his own feelings meant because of his naivety, and that had caused Azima suffering. He wouldn't forgive himself for that until Azima forgave him first.
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Posted: Sat Nov 10, 2007 10:36 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 22, 2007 4:25 am
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Roho's eyes widened nearly comically as Azima wrapped his paws around his neck and even licked his nose. Roho had never shared this kind of intimacy with anyone, or even thought about it (indeed, he probably only recognised it for what it was because of Azima's earlier confession, and because of what he had discovered about himself), and his naivety made him almost innocent about such things.
But now that he'd done what he'd come here to do (it looked to him as though Azima had figured it out pretty quickly, a lot quicker than he had), he didn't really know what to do next, and he flushed under his fur. "Um..." Roho was the kind of lion who took things as they came to him, one step at a time. Thinking ahead wasn't his strong point.
Unsure of himself, but feeling as though he needed to do something, he took cues from the other male and tentatively leaned down to nuzzle lightly against Azima's neck. He had a bit of an irrational fear that he was reading things wrong, just a bit of unwelcome nerves.
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Posted: Sat Nov 24, 2007 7:27 am
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Posted: Sat Dec 01, 2007 11:39 am
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Posted: Sun Dec 02, 2007 7:23 am
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Posted: Fri Dec 14, 2007 9:26 am
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Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 7:19 am
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Posted: Sat Jan 05, 2008 8:18 am
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Roho flinched, more out of surprise than pain, as he was whacked by his new... mate's paw. His eyes widened, and he blinked comically. He had just assumed Azima would want to say his goodbye's, if he was serious about leaving this pride for a new life elsewhere. He knew he would. But then again, he didn't know anything about Azima's family, and so he couldn't really say what Azima should or shouldn't do. He didn't get a chance to comment, anyway, before Azima was tugging on his ear, forcing Roho to laugh quietly. "I'm coming, I'm coming."
As he followed along behind Azima, listening to the other speak, it started to make sense more. He supposed it really wasn't fair to yourself to stay in a place where you weren't happy, even if all your family was there. "Is there anywhere you do feel content?" He hoped Azima said the Pridelands. He hoped very hard for that. But he knew... if Azima named some other place, he would allow himself to be taken away from his pride. He had already tasted what it was like to have Azima out of his life, and he wouldn't go through that again for anything. Besides... he could always visit.
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 6:49 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 13, 2008 7:06 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 23, 2008 1:51 pm
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