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Posted: Thu Mar 20, 2008 11:10 pm
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I love my life. I am able to see the goodness of all things that are around me. But when I look into the dark side of things, it makes me cry.
Online, I have an endless number of friends. Some of them hate their life. Had issues with their romantic love life. Wants to commit suicide. And even lost all hope.
I can never understand the horrors of the world. But, these horrible thoughts, and events. They just bring me to tears... Everytime I try to help someone... I just... I know that I'm not helping at all... I'm only just being an nosy fool that wishes to know everything about a person's life... But, all I want is to just help them... but... I can't... I can't... I just... I... I fall to my knees. And tears streak down my face.
What can I do? I wish there was something that I could do to save these people, but I can never find the right way to save them... I... I hate losing friends... and I don't want to lose another one...
Sadly, my real life is full of happiness, but, online, people tend to be more open. And when they open their hearts to me... I see the world more clearly than I ever saw it before. The world is a harsh world. And surviving is harsh. I am only one of the few that are lucky to enjoy my happy life. I wish.. I wish there was a way that I could lend my happiness to others... Or even, totally trade it all for the happiness of the world...
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Posted: Sat Mar 22, 2008 5:03 pm
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Posted: Mon May 26, 2008 2:51 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 1:49 pm
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S h i n t a N i m u r a Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 27, 2008 10:10 pm
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Posted: Fri Jul 04, 2008 9:06 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 05, 2008 11:28 am
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Posted: Sun Jul 06, 2008 8:25 pm
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Posted: Mon Jul 07, 2008 8:00 pm
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Posted: Sun Jul 13, 2008 9:52 am
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Posted: Wed Jul 16, 2008 9:42 am
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Posted: Mon Sep 08, 2008 3:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Sep 22, 2008 11:19 am
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Niitsu Kakunoshin I love my life. I am able to see the goodness of all things that are around me. But when I look into the dark side of things, it makes me cry.
Online, I have an endless number of friends. Some of them hate their life. Had issues with their romantic love life. Wants to commit suicide. And even lost all hope.
I can never understand the horrors of the world. But, these horrible thoughts, and events. They just bring me to tears... Everytime I try to help someone... I just... I know that I'm not helping at all... I'm only just being an nosy fool that wishes to know everything about a person's life... But, all I want is to just help them... but... I can't... I can't... I just... I... I fall to my knees. And tears streak down my face.
What can I do? I wish there was something that I could do to save these people, but I can never find the right way to save them... I... I hate losing friends... and I don't want to lose another one...
Sadly, my real life is full of happiness, but, online, people tend to be more open. And when they open their hearts to me... I see the world more clearly than I ever saw it before. The world is a harsh world. And surviving is harsh. I am only one of the few that are lucky to enjoy my happy life. I wish.. I wish there was a way that I could lend my happiness to others... Or even, totally trade it all for the happiness of the world...
you know what? don't let one thing ruin yourself in your lifetime... Love did hecka hurt for me, because of my dramatic breakup, but that's didn't stop me...... Even though it is a severe issue, don't ruin your relationship with god.... anyways, what is the whole point of trying to save them, when they really want to die? It's just low lives..... It's just ONE break up... and they can get some one better, some one more... They have a whole life time to have someone, but they are just making the wrong decisions... you can take advantage of that...
-God bless you for every little thing you've done that is right... =))
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Posted: Tue Sep 23, 2008 8:36 pm
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