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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 6:02 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 6:11 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 6:27 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 6:51 pm
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A home inside the internet
After only hanging out on Fanlib for a few days I was addicted. The forums were too much fun and we all had so much in commone. Mostly the writing, but you know. rolleyes
I was making lots of new friends. Some that I talked to every once in a while. Others that I talked to practically every day. Not only had I become good friends with Darsynia and Shilom. I was making other great new friends. Leila_Data, Smokie4ever, Tina_wa, and Diehardjavajunkie14. I had bonded with each and every one of them. Each I had a special bond with. Leila was overly obsessed with Pirates of the Caribbean and would always get into crazy discussions about how much we love Riley Poole. Smokie was always upbeat and put a smile on my face. Tina was an amazing poet, even though she thinks she sucks. And Java and I share a love of Dane Cook. wink
After a while we started to talk to each other via chat like messaging. It was our thing. We had created our own group of aspiring writers. We would talk about pretty much anything. Fandoms we likes, things going on in life, and writing in general.
Being on Fanlib even helped my writing a whole lot. People there were so helpful with everything. They helped correct spelling and grammer. Things I wished others had done. Soon I was a much better writer and it was all thanks to Fanlib. And the members of course.
Me and my friends had been talking for a long time and Christmas was right around the corner. We had started to think that we needed a group name. Dead Writers Society was the first thing Shilom came up with. We all laughed. It was far too odd since none of us were dead nor strived to be so. lol So everyone did thinking and the name Inklings came up. Everyone liked it and so we were known. (That is were this guild name came from)
Everything was going so well. I was writing more and more and doing better at it. However, Christmas Eve was not the good day everyone hopes for. We are sitting around the tree and Mom tells us to each open one present. She picks the out, even though she doesn't remember what is in them. rolleyes She gives me the wrong one and I open it up to find a Wii game. A clear indication of what I would be getting. I was excited for several minutes. Then my brother opens his gift. He gets a new Sims2 game. He mentions that I still forgot to get the first one back from a friend. Then the yelling begins.
I get chewed out for not thinking about getting it before Christmas. And that if I dont get it soon they will take back my biggest gift. I was thinking there could have been a better time for that, but I just walk to my room without a word. I wanted to enjoy Christmas Eve, but they sucked the fun right out of it.
The first thing I do is go straight to Fanlib.com and head to the forums. Leila is of course there. She was always there. She was the number 1 member on the site. Me? I was number 3 at the time. I begin to tell her of my day and she gives me an internet hug and tells me that she has a Christmas present for me. She gives me the link to an image she put up and go straight there. This was of course not long after our Obsessive Riley discussion.
Despite everything I got that day it was the best gift. I was feeling horrible and she gave me a wonderfully thoughtful gift that made my Christmas that year.
This was around the time my friend Anna introduced me to a friend she had on Fanfiction.net. Pigslay was her name. I talked a bit with her on FFN, but not so much. I never really checked out her profile. I didn't ever think about it. But I got along with her well enough, but she didn't want to come to Fanlib for some reason.
Anna became another of my good friends. We both shared a love of iCarly and H2O. It seemed like there was always somebody there I could talk to. It had become my internet home. I loved it so much and I almost never went anywhere else.
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 7:04 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 7:22 pm
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We're Fanlib Refugees
July 23, 2008 was one of the worst days of my life. As I was beginning to log into fanlib there was a large announcement on the front screen. I stared at it for what felt like hours unable to believe what I was reading. I began to cry as I was logging in (I know it seems pathetic). Fanlib would be closing in a little over a week.
I went straight to our message and tried to catch up with what was happening. The sadness and disbelief was everywhere. People trying to find ways to keep in touch with friends, others trying to find out why. To this day we were never given a proper answer. But sadly there was nothing we could do to stop it.
Everyone began to gather their work and try to find a new place to put it up. Many of us stayed in the forums paniking. However one of our fellow Fanlib members created us a new forum to hang out at for a while. Thus we were known as Fanlib Refugees. Wanderng anywhere to try to find a new home.
It all seemed like a good idea. Our fellow fanlibber, MK I will call her for this, was planning on creating a new website for us to post stories. A attempt to replace our most beloved home. A nice idea, and many of us were willing to try anything. As time went by we began hanging out in her Fanlib Refugee forum were another fellow fanlibber would update us on the progress of the new site. I will call this one DHT for this story.
Many of us were back and forth between Fanlib and the Refugee forums. As the deadline came closer, I was beginning to take down all of my stories. I had started hanging out at the Refugees forums to try to distance myself from Fanlib. And on August, 1st, 3 days before the official close of fanlib I did something I never thought would be so hard. I closed my account. I felt the need to have some control over me leaving, instead of being fully kicked out the door. But with that I said goodbye to Fanlib.
I stayed on the Refugee forums talking to many of my good friends and having a fun time despite the horrible situation. We all looked forward to the new site that MK and DHT were creating. I even got a message from the heads saying they wanted me to be a Mod in the new fun forums. Even with such sadness there was something to look forward to.
For some reason, it never stayed happy or fun. cry
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 7:44 pm
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Simple insults blown out of proportion
Now, during my time in the Fanlib Refugees forums I had begun getting off topic. Something I did very often. But luckily I was not the only one. I ended up giving this group a name. We called ourselves, The Syndicate of Distraction, or SoD for short. It was just a little fun thing and we would have this group on Myfandoms.
Now I was in charge of the group, but members were also alowd to give their opinion on who is to join and not. We has someone who wanted to join, but was rejected. And though I felt sorry for that, It was how it worked. There is no need to give this person a name, because oddly though it started with him. It hardly has to do with him.
He was upset, understandable, I never held that against him. But when I got online one day I was told that he was insulting me. I thought it was immature, but he was upset. I let that go. I still felt I had a right to know what was said. However the mods felt that they should delete everything that was said. I had many friends who were defending me when I could not defend myself. Which I appreciated. But I was the main topic and somehow I wasn't given the right to know what happended.
That was really the only thing that made me mad. The person who started the insulting appologized and I accepted that. I didn't even know what was said, but in the heat of the moment you can make mistakes and I believe that shouldn't be held against you. So that was the end with that.
My friend Leila was one of the people defending me the whole time. Something I always love her for. She also felt it was unfair for me to not get to know what was happening, but sadly there was nothing we could do. We were both angry about it, but stopped talking in that forum. Leila went to her private Live journal to rant about it. As she sometimes feels the need to do. I often read her LJ and as I was she tells me that DHT who happened to be on her friends list there, was yelling at her and insulting her for the post.
This of course gets me mad. She's sitting here standing up for me and now getting yelled at for it. So I of course let my feelings go. It was stupid. Only a few people can read it and she wasn't being rude. She was stating what had happend. Then somehow in the midst of this I'm being instulted again. This time for apparently arguing with someone I didn't. This whole thing was originally about me even though I wasn't there. Somehow I was being dragged into situations I was never originally a part of.
Me and Leila are of course mad. This person was supposed to be a friend, she was someone we respected and now this. We just let it go for the time being.
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 7:57 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 8:08 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 8:13 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 8:18 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 06, 2009 8:23 pm
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 8:54 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 9:56 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 07, 2009 2:22 pm
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