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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:41 pm
The poetry (note: some of them such as the Rainbow Bridge poem were made for a ferret site but most of them are just poems): A Tribute Thanks to those who dry our tears, and help rid us of all our fears. Bringing joy and laughter to our hearts, and treating us dearly from the start. And creating us like a family oh so dear, they make us happy that is clear.
A tribute to those with all our hearts we have loved you from the very start. In our thoughts every day, and always letting us have our say. They know all of our quirks by name, yet they love us still all the same. And so we thank those so dear, Who reside afar to very near. They've help us get through many things, and in our head their voices ring! Their cheerful moods lift us up, Bringing us happiness by the cup.
Goodbye Soft and suddle like the rain, Like an affliction of the worst pain, Slowly but surely breaking my heart, You try to crush me or break me apart.
Nice and brave you appeared to me, Now it seems like an endless sea, I am lost in a maze of my own creation, Oh how i wish for aleiviation.
You tore my heart in the worst way, Now i must belay,
Goodbye now with all i have left, Now you have left me bereft.
I shall now start over again, Now you shall never cause me pain.
Heros Live Forever Those who are lost are never truly gone, Those who don't live to see the next dawn, Those who are lost will always live, They are always remembered for what they did, Memorials are made in our minds, No person lost is ever left behind, Heros are heros alive and deceased, From the rocky west to the hilly east, We hold the gone dear in our hearts, No matter near or apart.
I gave you my heart I gave you my heart, You saved it from the start, You kept it safe and made it grow, then you took it when you had to go.
My little star My little star, Up in the sky, Is not to far, can't hide.
He flys on the wings of the strongest bird, he makes himself now undergird, His stay was short but good, but i finally understood, My little star, is now afar, and couldn't stay long, but it's not wrong, to love him.
Not a day goes by Not a day goes by that i don't think of you, the sweet kisses are the things that make me glad, You lent me your wings and i flew, What a wonderful life you had
Riot & The Rhine My life is so much more than thine Tis' not my blood in the river Rhine! Confusion now hath made its way At death's door he has no say. The mourning voice of his wife sincere, his love now nothing, his family dear. He had no say in what took place, The message was clear on one breathless face, No one but thee could do such a crime, and now it is clear that thee is not sublime. Because of thee a tempest did come, now thee now lay deceased and others aplomb
Summer Rain Droplets of warm water hitting my face, Dropping down at a quick,rapid pace, It's the pit-pat sound on the hard,solid ground, When it dissapears without a trace, Then, in the early morn it reappears again, what is now dew was once summer rain.
Sweet Memories Sometimes when i am bereft, and memories are all i have left, I am still content, because i remember that even pent, I have sweet memories to keep me sane, I have them to always rid the pain, When ever things get out of hand, To where i cannot stand, Sweet memories rescue me.
Poetry continued in next post.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:43 pm
This is one of the ones for the ferret forum: The Rainbow Bridge The Rainbow Bridge is a wonderful place, Were there is alot of space, To run to play to do anything, Where there is always a song to sing, Were all critters unite, And there is always food in sight, This Rainbow bridge is a wonderful place, But there is one thing hard to face, They miss both parents oh so dear, With whom they were always near, They miss the sweet kisses every day, They miss the hugs that really pay, They remember those times so close to their heart, The little ones were loved from the start, For now the sickly are now strong, And now all will live really long, They are fed and have water everyday, And they are happy in every way, They dance on the rainbow as if to say, "We love you mom in every way!"
The Truth You had me on your golden hook, And my heart of gold you took, Then you told me i had to go,
I thought it was real but i guess it was not, If it was my way i would have faught, to keep the love i was dying for, All the lies i now disinter,
I found that you planned this all along, First you were with me and then you were gone,
I tell you i think that was best, for my happieness is no longer repressed.
You You gave me wings, to fly so far, and all the things, heal my heart, and the pain you allay destroy the things that made me bleed, the words of which took me away, and the things of which i cannot concede
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:44 pm
The Novel i am working on: Scarlett of Rhinemoore- Chapter One: Mother Rose- Scarlett glanced at the sun-bitten treetops as the birds were calling. It seemed such a cheerful day ! it was her day of birth celebration soon. Well with her parents being noble members of society not far under the king (her father was in his privy council) she was most likely to get something extravagant. She was daydreaming of horses and carriages or one of those beautiful and well trained Arabian horses she loved so much. She loved it when her mother planned banquets. She loved the delicious foods and the pleasant uplifting music. James,her friend always gets to come and play his music. It was nice outside today and she had reason to be happy. Everything was going her way. She heard rustling in the bushes that startled her but she saw the large wet,black snout and realized that it was only her puppy Louise. She jumped on Scarlett's brand new red velvet and lace gown and covered it in mud. Her mother loved to be dressed up and made all of her family do so as well. She knew she would get in trouble for the muck but she did not care at all.. She had plenty of things to look forward to and was not going to let her mother's loud mouth get to her! Later that day, they went to the market. This was a rare occasion for her mother was very fond of having her one servant do it for her but she was not feeling to well at the moment.The trip was on near as joyful as she had assumed it would be. It was still and exiting experience though. The marketplace smelled of Mr.Rodagan's strawberry cream tarts, and Lady Priscilla's delightful dragon's brew. Along with the delicious scents, and beautiful sights there were also the down falls.In a gloomier part overshadowed by tall old buildings an elderly man in tattered and frayed clothing held out a chipped cup with a few coins in it. She rushed over to hand him a coin but her mother snatched her up before she could. "Do not meddle in other peoples problems. Spend your gold on something else!" she said scathingly. She bought a strawberry cream tart that normally tasted delightful, but now tasted bitter and unappetizing. Another poor person, a woman in an old black dress was singing for a woman who had paid her 2 gold pieces. Scarlett loved the music and sang along until her mother took her to the carriage where they rode back to the Blackmoore manor. At the market earlier, she had heard the town crier say that the queens yearly jousting tournament was coming tomorrow and was so exited. Jackson Blakeley, Rhinemoore's native jousting hero, was going to joust at this tournament.Rose had not heard for she was buying platters and baskets for the Banquet. She was so exited. She wondered why her mother had not brought her to one in the past. Rhianna, the 80 year old servant that had been their since Scarlett's grandmother was a teenager dusted off the mahogany table with her hand. She looked at Scarlett with a mean scowl and continued about her business. Scarlett knew that Rhianna had only stayed because of her seniority at the manor. She would also say bad things against the Blackmoore family name if they were to dismiss her. They were not phased by the old woman they just wanted their family name to be respected not downed. They were aristocrats in a high society and to stay highly known and aristocratic you have to come from a proud good name and have a good family that you represent highly.Her mother always planned tea times on Wednesdays and always dressed in expensive finery. Even when she was just staying at home, she dressed that way just in case someone were to arrive. Her mother was cordial, polite, and articulate. She was also always very mannerly.A true female aristocrat! Scarlett always had friends over because of the tea times. Many of her mother's friends had children about her age they would bring with them so they could visit. She did indeed feel sorry for those who were not aristocratic and were not rich or wealthy. She knew this life well and could not imagine living in poverty. When she could she wanted to end that.She finally gathered up the courage though to ask her mother about the tournament. Scarlett had explained her situation and about Jackson Blakeley. She explained how he was the man of her dreams and how she would love to see him. Her mother got a bit of an angered look on her face. "No,no,no! Certainly not! We have gone over this before Scarlett darling! It is dangerous and Lord knows what could happen to you. There are drunkards who could in a minute hurt you!", she said scathingly.Scarlett was determined to go though and she would not get hurt! She was thinking her mother was over protective. "Who would hurt a noble girl at the Queen's jousting tournament?" Scarlett thought, "I don't know why anyone would." When the time for the jousting tournament came around, she put on a pretty dress got her little velvet satchel and put ten gold for whatever she may need to pay. She slowly scaled down the wall and landed on her feet. She saw a crowd of carriages and others on horseback. She followed them all on foot until they arrived at the tournament ring. a husky man next to a sign held out his hand she saw the sign and handed him two gold pieces.That was her entry fee. Her mother was right about the drunkards. There were a few of them acting barbaric in the stands of wood.She was very careful about who she stood next to. She had seen that James was there and hurried over to him. She told him how much she was exited and about sneaking out and about how Jackson Blakeley was the man of her dreams and how it was so neat for her to watch him joust. James realized that she really did not know how he felt. He liked her as more than just a friend and he knew he was just too shy to tell her how he really felt. He nodded his head and thought a bit. All of the sudden a loud blow of trumpets hit her ears. She looked at Jackson. Handsome as she had pictured him. He had ocean blue eyes and raven black hair. Scarlett had heard the phrase that you can see a persons soul through their eyes. Scarlett thought he must have a beautiful soul. The flags were raised and the trumpets blew a second time. The third blow meant to start. She looked at the opponent. He was a burly, greasy,and dirty looking man that had a stench about him. They blew a third time. They darted at each other with fury. If one hit the other near the heart and rocked him they got 100 gold every time. Knock him off of his horse you get 100 gold and the horse after the tournament. Win and do either or both at least 3 times and you have won the tournament,you get gold and maybe a horse, and you get the trophy of the kings choice. This time it happened to be a rose from Queen Catherine's gorgeous garden. It was a most pleaseant place to amble about in! Well Jackson made the ugly man fall off of his horse and he got the horse and 100 gold. 1 blue flag two to go.The second time Jackson made contact. but so did the man. 2 Jackson 1 for his competitor. This last round was all or nothing. They bolted at each other javelins pointed for each others hearts. Jackson knocked him off of his horse a second time. The competition was his. It was late now James and Scarlett headed down Maine.She re-scaled the wall and almost made it to her window...then everything went pitch black.She had awoken to her mother's cry. She regained consciousness and looked over herself. Her once white dress now red and sodden with blood.She did not have deadly wounds but a lot of pretty bad ones. She was cut,bruised, and scraped and she did not feel good at all;plus the guilt only made it worse. Her mother lifted her from outside on to a soft bed inside. Scarlett felt mind numbing pain. Her mother dressed her wounds which made them hurt worse and she cried in pain. Minutes later she drifted off to sleep. Chapter Two-The Big Banquet It had been two weeks and she never got the awful punishment she had anticipated. The servant was busy setting up the banquet hall and Scarlett's father had finally come back from war and peace making in Transylvania. This had gone on for two months and finally he was back! Scarlett was busy getting ready. She had her hair in a tight but an put on her best gown. She smoothed out the creases and put on all of her jewelry including her black opal broach. Her father was talking with some of his friends and her mother was having tea time in the sitting room. She found James easily, people were standing near him listening to his music which only stopped playing when her father proposed a toast to Scarlett's thirteenth year of age. He took the first sip of wine. And then continued chatting, until minutes later, when he fell to the floor suddenly. She ran to him and he said three last words "I love you". Then he was gone. It was evident he had been poisoned. Scarlett did not know who did it or why they did but she was the one to find out. She was to depressed now though. Filled with raw anger, she ran out of the manor and down the road until she blind sightedly ran into the rear end of a horse. She fell down. "Are you alright?" said the voice on top of the horse. Then she realized she ran into Jackson Blakeley and his horse! "Hello, Madam. Why are you in such a hurry may i ask?" he said politely.Scarlett was at a loss for words. She did not know what to say and she did not realize that she was blushing herself red. "Sir, I was...I was...heading to the market... yes heading to the market to get something for mother." she stuttered finally sputtering the words out of her mouth.
Continued in next post.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:45 pm
"Well would you like me to take you the rest of the way?" he asked considerately.She did not know exactly what to say but she really did not want to pass up this valuable chance at finally talking to and meeting Jackson Blakeley. "That would be exceptional Sir!"she finally gasped.He rode her all the way. Scarlett could hardly believe what was taking place. He was taking her to the market and she did not care where he was taking her. The fact that he was even talking to her seemed like something immense. She looked around her. The perfect scene for her. It was beautiful outside, roses swaying together in the wind like they were waving salutations, and ivy wrapped around trees as if it were choking the life from it,yet it appeared something much more appealing to her. She looked down at the charming steed on which she was riding. "Charming prancer you have here Sir." she said finding any way she could to carry on a conversation. "Thank You my lady. I got him from the tournament today. Did you watch?" he asked. "Of course and what a noble fight it was! I loved it when you knocked him off of his horse! It was just divine!" she said complimenting as much as possible. He seemed to enjoy the ride but not near as much as Scarlett. She was trying not to exasperate him, but she enjoyed conversation. To her dismay the joyride had to end eventually and that it did. She finally arrived at the market not terribly far from home. James was there with his mother picking out fresh fruits for a dessert. James burst out in rancor at the sight of her on his horse with him taking her there. "How dare you be so impudent? Go away now. Don't bother to say your farewells! How dare you take my lady with you. How dare you be so audacious! Go! Go now!" he cried. Scarlett was astonished. James had kept in how he felt about her all along as Scarlett thought he saw her as just a friend. The feelings she had kept pent up inside of her for awhile had now found their way out. "James, I hate you! How dare you be so inconsiderate?" she called. She looked around her soon realizing that her dream was over and that Jackson Blakeley had now retreated to his manor. She was so upset she walked away in tears. James taking awhile to realize what exactly he had done stood there emotionless still trying to figure it all out. Scarlett finally arrived back at the manor. She did not want to go inside for her mother to witness her tears so she wandered out back to the area she had been told never to go and had never gone to before. She did not care if anyone found her or if she got in trouble all Scarlett wanted was alone time and that is what she was to get. She carefully stepped through the many bunches of brush and untangled herself from the vines. She found what lay on the other side to be astounding. It may not have been very appealing to others but being a nature lover she found it a beautiful escape. There was a big stone in the middle of a big grassy clearing with something misshapen and disfigured a few feet away. It appeared to be an abandoned castle tower that did not seem to be attached to anything but some worn wall that was falling apart. It was appearant that this is what used to be a castle and it now was wearing away. She was overcome by curiosity and wandered over to the worn stone tower. It had a rotting wooden door in front of it. She tried to open the door but it remained closed. She finally pulled harder and the whole door fell down out of the tower. Scarlett realized that it was old and was probably going to go away eventually anyway so she continued. She went up the old stairs to a place where they finally stopped and air replaced it. the tower was not a full tower but about half of one. she wondered what happened to the rest of the tower but continued to look around. She saw a little wooden door that appeared to open to a very small space she tried to open it but found that she remained unsuccessful. She collected some old keys over time at her home in the manor. She decided to walk in and sneak out with her key box. Scarlett walked down the stairs and out of the brush over to the manor door. Her mother saw her and wrapped her up in her long,bony arms. Scarlett knew she had no way of hurrying upstairs now. She was doomed to interrogation from her mother for a few hours and by time she would be able to sneak outside with the key box, it would be dark. She decided to try in the morning. Meanwhile she had to go through the cooing, and irritating questions. "Darling, i was so very worried about you! Where have you been? Oh i am so upset about your father! Oh I know you are too darling! I was so scared! Are you alright? Oh my! you have a cut on your arm!" she kept going on and on but Scarlett knew she had no way out of it whatsoever.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:46 pm
Finally her mother tired and retreated to bed. It was past midnight and finally her mother went to sleep. Scarlett had a craving for sleep so she decided that her previous plan would be best. In morning she would get the key box and attempt to open the small storage chamber in the old,crumbling tower. She slept very unwell that night. Tossing and turning with thoughts of the previous day. Also, savoring some thoughts in her mind as if to make them never die. Still puzzled and tired she woke up in the morning though there was not much waking to be done. She had much trouble sleeping and thus was terribly tired but decided to go anyway. She walked through the house with careful steps trying not to wake her mother. The steps were stone and her footsteps near silent as she wandered down them until she realized the doorway to the Main Hall was blocked by the bony figure of Rhianna. "Scarlett...May i ask why you are awake at this hour?" she said. Her bitter old voice inquiring. "I...well....i mean...I was up to go visit a friend. Yeah a friend."she blabbed out. "A friend. Yes... As well why would this "friend" want to meet you so very early?" said Rhianna. Scarlett was still determined to wriggle her way out of this terrible mess. "My friend is a morning person." she replied."Morning person aye? Fine, get along then. I know how it is to miss a meeting with friends." Rhianna said, her voice now creaking. Scarlett kept along all the while pondering how Rhianna could be so understanding. Surely she hadn't been anything like Scarlett in her younger years. Or maybe she had. This left Scarlett puzzled. Scarlett found her way outside,around the back, and then to the rock where she had sat the previous night. She tried key after key in the wooden box. There was only one key left. Scarlett had little faith in it,because she knew it probably wouldn't work. It was the key around her neck on the bright red ribbon. The exact key her father had given her at a young age. Scarlett had always wondered what the key was for. He always told her,"You will find out when the time is right." She unlooped the ribbon and inserted it into the key hole. She then slowly turned it.the box fell open revealing an ancient leather-bound book. She looked at the first page. It was written in runes. The only person she knew other then her parents and Rhianna that knew how to read it was James. It was up to her to go to him and request help. Scarlett rarely knew to seek help. When she did it was mainly to her mother. She really still wondered why James had done that. He evidently had some feeling for her. She questioned herself. She left a note on parchment to Rhianna to give to her mother:
Dear Mother, I have to go for awhile. On a journey. I do not know when i will be back but do not fret. I am only going to visit a good friend and i have to go alone. I will be back. I love you. Sincerely, Scarlett She hoped she had made it evident. She walked down that long road. Hoping to find what she really wanted to say. She noticed someone walking but then they vanished. She was alone as humanly possible. She hoped it wouldn't be this way long. The birds twittered cheerfully giving off a sweet song for Scarlett to listen to. She amazed herself with the site of so many beautiful creatures. Scarlett would soon be in the big market town of Belle Town. It was crowded so she decided to eat her lunch before she entered the city. She had little gold but did not want to spend it on food and things that she had with her. Scarlett quietly munched on her buttered bread and drank the water she had carried with her. Scarlett got up and she continued on her way now arriving at the gates of Belle Town.
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 4:47 pm
She continued on through the large amount of people well aware of pick pocketers. She noticed somebody pulling on her dress. She turned around quickly and saw the face of a little boy, who was about four years of age. "Do you have any gold madam?", he said in a sweet voice. Scarlett reached into her black leather pouch and took out two shillings. "There.",she said kindly, placing them in his small hands. He told her he was very grateful for it, smiled and walked away. Scarlett felt really good right now. That little boy in rags looked so cheerful despite the state of things. That gave her a new outlook. She walked on and did not stop until she found the other gates. Now she had to go to the next town to find James. The next town was Leola. She was determined to go there. No matter how long it took. She needed his help and also forgiveness. It was eating her up how evil she had been but how she felt right at that moment when he sent Jackson Blakeley on his way, she was filled with anger. She was now concentrated on what he said," How dare you take my lady." She pondered on these things while on foot. She did not know what dangers lie ahead but she was determined to get there no matter what.
( I hope you enjoyed it! That is all i have so far. I am steadily adding more and more.)
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Posted: Fri Dec 02, 2005 5:08 pm
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Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2005 5:36 pm
Could anybody offer some opinions,constructive criticism, or anything else? It would be greatly appreciated!
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