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I'm already kinda weird. Blurs sometimes when I move my head around.

And I think I have a heart rate limit. I don't think it can beat past 120BPM. Even if I run outside as fast as I can in such, really really fast for a minute, my heartrate is still like only 120bpm. One time I ran really fast and my heart still beated really slow like 90ish bpm. I don't know if that means anything. I feel my heart all the time, I don't even have to put my hand on my chest, I just feel it.

well it's better than music. On the hot 100 I'm just about done with it. I never thought I would be living in like pop 2k terrible awful 2005-2007 songs. Terrible rap songs from 2005-2007 I never heard of them, but now as of 2016 onwards, now they are freaking coming back and I have heard of them. Are you freaking kidding me? SOcieties ********. I blame trump. Of course when a republican goes in power pop music goes away and goes to terrible awful hip hop. I'm pissed.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Nr0uJI0j_M

Like this video. The #88 song. KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!! ******** KIDDING ME? And many rap songs are hitting number 1. I'm scared and pissed. This was supposed to be a decade of pop music. My brother blaine said the Rockabye baby song and tropical house is musics last hope. But still, stupid awful clap rap in stuff is.....theres too many of them that it can't be ignored. It's terrible. It's like we are living this situation if we never abandoned music in 2003-2004 but as of now, this is exactly what our reaction is if we chose to not abandon music in 2003-2004. We abandoned american music in 2003, but those terrible hip hop songs are back, so now we get to see what our reaction is if we DIDN"T ABANDON MUSIC!!! So now we get to live 2003-2004 again by CONTINUING TO KEEP LISTENING TO AMERICAN POP MUSIC!!! And yeah, KILL ME NOW!!!! I think I'm done.

Watch me whip whip watch me *AOI SHOOTS PERSON SAYING THAT IN FACE* It's that bad.

Also my big beer belly. I just want my heart to palpitate soo badly all the time. I love the feeling of my heart going out of my chest. Also need the biggest beer belly ever. I know this is innapropriate but when I like use the bathroom (to pee), all I see is the stream. It's also funny when I weigh myself, I look down, can't see scale reading. I have to lean over a bit to see reading. My pregnant belly is in the way. xd Losing sight of my feet. Oh well. Scared my belly is more fluid buildup rather than fat though cuz I look more like a pregnant belly, than a fat belly. If you see me from the front I look skinny/normal weight, but if you see me from the side, then wow the bulge is really huge. My belly is pretty big though. with my thingamajig fully expanded, still can't see it when I pee. Sometimes I see the far top part but that's it. So almost can't see myself pee, I just see a stream. Can't see my feet even. God I'm soo pregnant.

Take care of myself or I'll see weirdly? I think it's too late now. Things blur kinda now when I move my head around. I dunno, it just feels like I see in less frames per second then when I was a kid or teen. So it blurs more. My brain may just be too slow to process things so it takes longer to project the image so it blurs and I have to hold my head still to see it clearly.

Blurs blurs blurs.