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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:37 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:46 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:48 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:49 pm
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lurichan Amon the Halfbreed lurichan I suppose it doesn't really matter how many times you tell yourself we all die eventually. It's always different when it's someone you actually know sitting there in the casket. Everyone grieves in different ways, but it's never easy to see someone you actually cared about in that state. The realization that you'll never be able to talk with them, laugh with them, and share time together can be absolutly devisating for some people. okay im not that soft I didn't say that was myself or my own personal experiences, I said "some people". Everyone is different. okay , one thing everyone should no cars and beer do not mix
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:53 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:55 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:59 pm
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:01 pm
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Veruniel Amon the Halfbreed numbness passes with time Numbness passes with years. And once it's gone, most of the sadness it's masking has worn off as well. This means I never have a chance to mourn in a manner that's socially acceptable. Guilt creeps in. "You need to let it out and cry." Believe me, I'd like to. "Don't you even care?" Well, I'd like to think so. If I didnt care I wouldnt have numbness to begin with. Meditation helps though
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:08 pm
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Veruniel Amon the Halfbreed numbness passes with time Numbness passes with years. And once it's gone, most of the sadness it's masking has worn off as well. This means I never have a chance to mourn in a manner that's socially acceptable. Guilt creeps in. "You need to let it out and cry." Believe me, I'd like to. "Don't you even care?" Well, I'd like to think so. Alao crying used to be for me a sign of weakness, in a way it still does.
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Posted: Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:09 pm
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Veruniel Amon the Halfbreed numbness passes with time Numbness passes with years. And once it's gone, most of the sadness it's masking has worn off as well. This means I never have a chance to mourn in a manner that's socially acceptable. Guilt creeps in. "You need to let it out and cry." Believe me, I'd like to. "Don't you even care?" Well, I'd like to think so.
Not everyone crys. I think it's just as acceptable to say your goodbyes peacefully as it is to cry a river. I would say your internal conversations do prove that you do indeed care, it's just that for some reason you don't actually express sorrow in the same way a lot of people do.
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Posted: Tue Oct 24, 2006 4:52 pm
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Posted: Tue Oct 24, 2006 11:07 pm
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