I was really down Saturday for some reason which is unknown at the moment. So, this is what I wrote to make me feel better. I find if I write it down it doesn't seem to be with me as much.

Seemingly lost in this infinite space
Alone, forever searching
Disgusted by the actions and emotions
Hopeless people with empty promises
Life dwindles to nothing
Down in the depths of hate and regret
Feelings of death seem close
Chaos wrecks the existence of love
Wishing for simpler problems
Ones with a known cause and solution
Express pain in a known way
Hiding our outlet and what helps
Stressed by the hurt
Beaten and bruised by life
Hope and the Light are far away
To go back in time
Memories serve as momentary comfort
Vessels for sadness and defeat
We had our time but mine is up
Such defining of fate
What is to come depresses
Sick of what is most of now
Can't move on, can't think
Restless in sleep
No dreams escape torture
Keep them safe when I leave
Won't imagine hurt or pain with them