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Posted: Sun Jun 03, 2007 7:27 pm
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 5:59 am
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Nihilistic Seraph Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jun 04, 2007 12:37 pm
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Posted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 1:16 pm
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Nihilistic Seraph Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Jun 05, 2007 3:27 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 3:17 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 5:08 pm
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Posted: Wed Jun 06, 2007 5:12 pm
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Nihilistic Seraph Pagan pretty much means anything not part of the Abrahamic religions (Judaism, Christianity and Islam). The origin of the term is similar to heathen, it was used by the Roman military to refer to the natives in rural areas of Europe that they were invading. A couple examples could be Celtic, Norse, Sumerian religion, the worship of the respective pantheons.
well, with that being said. I know a lot more about it than I previously had thought. I heard someone I work with say that, but I didn't quite listen to him.
I have detailed knowledge with all abrahamic religions, Hinduism, Buddhism, Satanism (both), Celtic, Norse, Sumerian, Greek, Roman, etc. There are more but you get the general idea. Pretty much most off all the major or slightly minor religions. Shamanic religions however I am not too educated on. Care to name a few and some things about them?
Also, neopagan stuff sounds right as well. I don't follow how there can be a Neopagan. If pagan is anything that is not abrahamic, how can there be a New anything that is not abrahamic? Or does the word not follow the most common form of neo?
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2007 10:45 am
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2007 2:40 pm
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ok... this is off of the primary topic. Kinda. However it was my topic smile so whatever.
I am an atheist, so whatever I say here I am asking for YOUR opinion. smile don't think I am something different.
late last october I had been home alone, my family was in florida without me. Back then I used to get a lot of sleep. I had gone to bed around 10pm After talking to a good friend of mine.. Then I had fallen asleep. I normally don't dream, and If I did, I never realized it. I also have a past with very awkward dreams. I will give an example:
From the ages of 8-12 I slept about 5 hours a night. The rest I was up horrified. for 4 years, at least 4 times a week I would have the same dream. The dream was of myself waking up in the middle of the night. I did not realize it was a dream. I had always felt as If I really did wake up. I remember always "waking up" with a feeling of severe overheating. I would be sweating and everything. I would get out of my bed, and walk around the house. Everything was always eerie and quiet. Still even. Eventually I would freak out after what felt like hours, and try to wake up my parents. No matter what I did they would not wake up. After multiple attempts I would go in my bed and pretty much cry until I really did wake up. I would ALWAYS wake up with tears and very upset. Each dream differed just a BIT with only what I did while I was wandering. Sometimes when I really woke up i was in my living room. I had to go to a doctor to get that checked, but I never shared the dream with anyone but two friends just recently. I occasionally get that dream every once and a while. once every other month or so. Minus the crying. lol
But regardless. Since then, I have had many accidents in paintball and my martial arts that have effected my memory. I remember facts, but events go easily.
back to where I was. october, sleeping. yeah.. But I had a dream. It felt real, too real. In my dream I was the age I was at the time(no younger, 15). I had stayed at my karate class late. Til roughly 11pm (it was a dream, because I would never stay that late). I had decided to walk home, which is roughly a 2 hour walk. It was very dark out. About halfway through the walk I had gone through the large cemetery on the side of the road. I do that often when I am bored, look at cemeteries. But as I was walking through this one, I had seen lights. What I saw was a coven. There were 13 people. All in black. They were preparing to do something. My curiosity led me to walk over and ask. I am a very curious person. I introduced myself, and they introduced themselves by name. then i asked what they were doing. As I asked, the lady in charge asked if i wished to participate. In which I said yes. They were doing some funky stuff (nothing sexual, don't get the wrong idea), and then I felt a sharp pain. I was being stabbed. Mainly around the back of my ribs and one on my stomach. I remember feeling that pain. It hurt badly. I passed out. then I woke up in my bed. All messed up in my sheets. But what got me is I was bleeding. Where I thought I was stabbed. I had small gashes. Not large ones, but large enough, and was teary eyed. I still have the scars as well. After a minute or so I called my friend and told them everything. I was scared shitless for a bit.
I threw that dream aside as self-mutilation in my sleep. (atheist, ha). Never happened again. I had forgotten completely (I told you, crappy memory) Today I had exams in school. I took my personal finance exam. Then got on a computer in the room. I spent 20 minutes researching pagan stuff. Wicca came up. I saw the word Coven and eventually became really tired. I went back to my seat and took a nap. That dream came back. Same exact results. my scars had torn open a bit. they were slightly bleeding. Which was very irritating. my explanation is my severe lack of sleep and over imagination caused me to itch them open during my dream. Therefor no classmates would think anything different. Because no one said a word.
I want to know what you guys think, on everything I have said. No I am not crazy. if you need a second account I can have the friend I called get on. They have a gaia.
thoughts? I know you guys have them. Don't hold back. Wanna call me crazy? go ahead. No i am not an emo person. I never have been, never have cut. None of that stupid stuff. So it would have been a first time thing for me there. but regardless. thoughts?
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Posted: Thu Jun 07, 2007 3:00 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2007 8:19 am
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Posted: Fri Jun 08, 2007 12:27 pm
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Posted: Sat Jun 09, 2007 8:43 am
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Posted: Sat Jun 09, 2007 10:54 am
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