AFG Sallies

[Foxifyre]

Psycho Lee

I swear.

I've been noticing that all the females I know, or meet, seem to be taken.

It's kinda depressing because I'm into meeting potential dates through social interaction and networking, not through random pairing on dating sites. It's hard to ask a girl you know on a date if she's taken.

What's worse is it seems most people are happily in love.

I haven't been in love in over 5 years. I don't know if I ever will be in love again.

I want to cry.

Out of blatant curiosity... How old are you?

I only ask because I didn't find love till recently and I'm 23. Don't despair, you'll find someone. Just don't sell yourself short.  

[Psycho Lee]

29. Everyone I know seems to be getting married. My biological clock is ticking.

Mort seems mad at me for bringing up the dark side of Christianity and Jewish history, the rape and mass genocide and war, as if that s**t doesn't exist, as if it never happened, even if it is mentioned in the bible. Well sorry dear but this guy's an atheist.

No god would do what happened to me tonight.

Not only did I get a $50 parking ticket for parking IN FRONT OF MY OWN APARTMENT for 5 minutes to get a textbook...

I lost my USB drive. A drive that had a 400-point final program I was writing for Java class. A network game that can't be rewritten by tonight.

I lost the usb drive and the homework that's on it and I may fail that class.

I swear if I find the ******** who stole it, if someone did, whatever McGangsta or McHobo or McTrailerTrash who took it for a crack hit, I will nail their ******** carcass to the ******** ground and skin them alive with a potato peeler. Nothing but pain and suffering shall they feel as they slowly meet their end and their soul goes to wherever it may go.

I cannot see how a loving God could do this to me unless he's a ******** sadist or something. ******** this s**t.  

[Psycho Lee]

I'd also like to know why the ******** Asswings and DeoVacuus over at Fur Affinity Forums are both banned even though both of them are the coolest chicks I know over there. I can't get one ******** answer from the admins.

They ban them and they DON'T Ban some ******** who admitted on the FAF that he tried to hack someone else's FA account. The ******** man?  

[Foxifyre]

Psycho Lee

29. Everyone I know seems to be getting married. My biological clock is ticking.

It's true. Even I know a lot of people getting married and I don't know many people.

In my experience, I had to learn something really important about love and people before I could find the right person. This might be irrelevant, old news, or you may believe otherwise but in the hopes that it will help you here it is. I found that Love isn't just a happy feeling that you get around a person. Love is a commitment to a relationship. There will never be a "perfect person" because that thing only happens in movies. Everyone has baggage that you're gonna have to deal with. But again this is all stuff that is my experience... yours might be completely different. Happy Holiday to you and may you find someone to share the cheer with!  

[Psycho Lee]

Well in other news:

FA has been hacked. Clues point to either LULZ or angry cub porn fans who are pissed over FA's recent ban on cub porn. s**t's going crazy over there, from what I've heard.

Also, there's a lunar eclipse on Tuesday Morning about 1:30 to about 5am. Since I work that time I should be able to watch most of it. biggrin AS LONG AS THERE'S NO CLOUD COVER. evil

And yes, I redid the assignment I lost on the flash drive and resubmitted it. It is up to the teacher to decide if he will accept an assignment 2 days after classes ended.


And FREE DRINKS FOR EVERYONE!!! Congress just passed a repeal of Don't Ask Don't Tell!!!  

[Psycho Lee]

I don't know how much I want to stay here anymore.

Mort seems to feed too much into the Republican right wing bullshit machine, eating up everything that comes out of it. She should know better. She's entitled to her own opinions but, it seems like betrayal considering how much most of the GOP doesn't like gays and bis and people like us.

And if we aren't really friends anymore, then I guess no one here likes me. Well, except for Garek. But Garek's cool.  

[Garek Maxwell]

Psycho Lee

But Garek's cool.

You all heard it! The truth comes out! Y'all never believed me, but here's the proof right here.

I am cool! I'm hip and up with it! I'm dog diggingly down with whatever all the kids are into these days!

Tonight will be celebrated as the day Garek was declared cool by the world. cool

... That was the point of your post, right Lee? sweatdrop  

[Psycho Lee]

Yea, sure. sweatdrop

I do think that you're rather intellegent and seem to know how to research things a lot better than I do, either because I'm too lazy or I just don't know how to research good. I think a little of both. I really such at looking stuff up.

And you seem to be level headed and have a good sense of humor.


Sigh. I see why it's sometimes a good idea not to bring up politics or religion, at least unless you know the other person's opinion and how they'll react. It just seems to bring up hostility and cause people to no longer be friends.

*sits in a corner depressed*  

[Garek Maxwell]

Psycho Lee

I do think that you're rather intellegent and seem to know how to research things a lot better than I do, either because I'm too lazy or I just don't know how to research good. I think a little of both. I really such at looking stuff up.

And you seem to be level headed and have a good sense of humor.

Aww, that's very nice of you to say all that. I don't think I'm really intelligent at all though. I picked up most of my knowledge from classes and a few books, occasionally learning awesome info from historical games and forums dedicated to them. So my knowledge is just different but not...well, I'm not a scientist. razz

Also, I picked up some better ways of researching things over the years through college, but otherwise I only learned it all due to my unique circumstances... I mean, having to defend my existence/sexuality or having this constant dread and fear of needing to defend myself from random people kinda makes you need to research up certain topics.

Psycho Lee

Sigh. I see why it's sometimes a good idea not to bring up politics or religion, at least unless you know the other person's opinion and how they'll react. It just seems to bring up hostility and cause people to no longer be friends.

*sits in a corner depressed*

Actually, I get depressed and angry all the time when it comes to politics and religion. I generally try not to think about it anymore, and avoid those topics when I can. Some times, I slip up and read stupidity and have a tendency to want to comment. Sometimes I do. It's always a disaster and a mistake for me, since those emotions just come rushing back.

For example, recently there was a thread somewhere about someone being upset that their tax dollars were being used to educate illegal immigrants. For some reason, I posted about how they're not only Native Americans, but also that the state they were in was stolen from Mexico. Zero counters, only nationalist or red herring comments followed. Some of the comments were downright dehumanizing too. I gave up pretty quickly, despite repeating myself probably 4 times each post. Never once did it sink in, and every reply was more off-topicness, ignorance, ignoring the facts, etc, etc...

The point of saying that, despite me getting to vent a little, was that often times the argument goes no where. 9 times out of 10, you have a hardliner on the other side who will never listen or be informed. It's something I'm still learning, and it's not a fun fact. However, this did push me significantly towards apathy and avoidance.

I can't say I'm the happiest person ever, but I can say I -do- feel less depressed and angry than I used to be. It's not the advice people desire, and frankly it's counter to...well, just about everything people are taught. But sometimes, for the sake of your happiness and well being, you just need to be apathetic and just avoid it. I mean, you don't have to give up entirely. If you meet someone that just needs to be told the facts, then do it. But for online conversations and situations where it isn't called for, just ignore it. Never click to read comments on any topic either, even the most harmless of topics. Unless you're reading a tech blog, don't bother, especially with youtube and political issues!

Not saying you have to give it all up if it's your passion, but honestly the years of it all just sorta "broke" me. If you think you'd be better off not being exposed to these topics anymore, then try it for a few weeks and see how you feel in the end.  

[Gotherine Foxx]

today suck today sucks giant whale c**k




I am working at a dead end job that has no room for advancement and today at the job. The computer terminals all crashed simultaniously and i have finly figured out that i am the only person why excells at basic adding and subtracting. I found this all to be quite dis concerting. in the proscess i had to run from drive thrue to the farthest registar all day from ten till 430. that's when everything just magicaly started to work again. Not to mention the card readers have been substituteing numbers on th card reader throwing evrything off again.No breaks by the way ... had a doughnut from the deli on the corner by the bell and that fed me for the while day so by twelve i was running on stupid and mountain dew.

Then the one terminal that we did have ....shut it self off and started to smoke. The company bought them only six months ago ...the brick ones from way back in the 70's that we had been formerly using never pulled this type of bs ... they survived a hurricane two floods and mild radiation, we hosed them off gave em a pat with a towel and called it good. So here i am staring at this smoldering terminal the smoke detector blaring the card machine beeping angry customers yelling at me that the entire reason for all of this had to be my fault the assistant cashier asking me for more pennies and the teck guy being two hours late already. i just sighed and i felt that this all was very .... awful. Everything that is awful came welling up. The fact that i had the highest sat act scores in my graduating class and never got any kind of recognition for it. My job of working at the library that got taken away from me because the baptist church that was next door did everything in their power to get me fired. My dried up funds for collage that have all been redirected so that my seat could be replaced by someone who didn't struggle to apply by rigorous testing because i am too homogenized of an American to be able to be considered a minority and have money to burn. My ex husband and the fact that that sick ******** spent eight years in collage and spent all of his doctoral funds on a month long Vegas trip while i stayed locked in a basement like a possession to be played with when it amused him.

I sat in side of the freezer for three minuets in my raccoon city police department hoodie steam pouring off of me and i sooo wished someone would have gone and stuck up the place so i could beat the mother loving hell out of someone who was trying to make my life more miserable than it had to be.  

[Foxifyre]

Mortella

today suck today sucks giant whale c**k




I am working at a dead end job that has no room for advancement and today at the job. The computer terminals all crashed simultaniously and i have finly figured out that i am the only person why excells at basic adding and subtracting. I found this all to be quite dis concerting. in the proscess i had to run from drive thrue to the farthest registar all day from ten till 430. that's when everything just magicaly started to work again. Not to mention the card readers have been substituteing numbers on th card reader throwing evrything off again.No breaks by the way ... had a doughnut from the deli on the corner by the bell and that fed me for the while day so by twelve i was running on stupid and mountain dew.

Then the one terminal that we did have ....shut it self off and started to smoke. The company bought them only six months ago ...the brick ones from way back in the 70's that we had been formerly using never pulled this type of bs ... they survived a hurricane two floods and mild radiation, we hosed them off gave em a pat with a towel and called it good. So here i am staring at this smoldering terminal the smoke detector blaring the card machine beeping angry customers yelling at me that the entire reason for all of this had to be my fault the assistant cashier asking me for more pennies and the teck guy being two hours late already. i just sighed and i felt that this all was very .... awful. Everything that is awful came welling up. The fact that i had the highest sat act scores in my graduating class and never got any kind of recognition for it. My job of working at the library that got taken away from me because the baptist church that was next door did everything in their power to get me fired. My dried up funds for collage that have all been redirected so that my seat could be replaced by someone who didn't struggle to apply by rigorous testing because i am too homogenized of an American to be able to be considered a minority and have money to burn. My ex husband and the fact that that sick ******** spent eight years in collage and spent all of his doctoral funds on a month long Vegas trip while i stayed locked in a basement like a possession to be played with when it amused him.

I sat in side of the freezer for three minuets in my raccoon city police department hoodie steam pouring off of me and i sooo wished someone would have gone and stuck up the place so i could beat the mother loving hell out of someone who was trying to make my life more miserable than it had to be.

ouch... if it makes you feel any better I know how a lot of that crap feels. *hugs* Don't give up.  

[Krissim Klaw]

Merry Christmas Everyone! <3  

[Psycho Lee]

I just noticed Mort's rant about public schools.

While I can understand not wanting tax money going to welfare or public health care, I cannot understand why someone would not want their "working money" going towards "state funded schools" as she so elequently put it. If there are no public schools, only private, and children have to pay for schooling, what happens to poor kids? They become illiterate and uneducated? End up doing drugs on the street and joining gangs because they lack education?

Sigh.
I can't see myself becoming friends again with that woman. Her brain is just not wired right.  

[Artemis Vulpes]

*Facepalms* Seriously, when I hear furs talking about how furries have been around since ancient, times citing mythological beings and rituals involving wearing animals skins as evidence, it removes any sympathy I might have when they get trolled.

I can understand the whole wanting to point out that even before civilization humans have admired certain aspects of animals but for god's sake do not call them furries.  

[Isaol]

Psycho Lee

I just noticed Mort's rant about public schools.

While I can understand not wanting tax money going to welfare or public health care, I cannot understand why someone would not want their "working money" going towards "state funded schools" as she so elequently put it. If there are no public schools, only private, and children have to pay for schooling, what happens to poor kids? They become illiterate and uneducated? End up doing drugs on the street and joining gangs because they lack education?

Sigh.
I can't see myself becoming friends again with that woman. Her brain is just not wired right.

Me neither, public schools are very important, a lot of people strive to become something, they shouldn't be shot down just for not being able to learn. My friend recently got her GED, it took her a long while, she came here from Somalia at age 12 and had never been to school. Never seen anyone more into learning than her, she said it's a blessing to have free education.