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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 3:41 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 3:49 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 4:17 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 4:48 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 5:55 pm
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Posted: Wed Sep 30, 2009 6:35 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 9:17 am
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 9:23 am
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 10:09 am
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 10:44 am
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 2:47 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 5:26 pm
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well he didnt run but he did indeed break into a church today ^^;;.....-_-...
]:> he said it was gangsta nature....i told him its not worth it and he hasnt listened....
i put this on myspace out of total sadness....
I give you great days!(or at least i try)
I give you happiness....(or at least i think i do)
I give you love....(or at least i think i do)
I give you all i can......
then when im not watching over you (and sometimes when i am) you do the stupidest things....expect me not to care?
I love you, i truly do, but these things you do (you know what i mean) they hurt my soul for you to be so close to serious trouble....
You say you dont wanna go back to juvy, you dont act like it......
When im with you i try to keep you out of serious trouble, but i know you cant help but explode in your stupid bad boy s**t you ABSOLUTELY LOVE!!!!
i cry everyday knowing something is gonna happen to you that your gonna do something stupid instead of trying to think out what will happen from that.
Sometimes i feel like your mother.....in a way thats a good thing....but i dont wanna be telling you to stop doing s**t over and over again....it gets annoying
Sometimes i punch walls, mirrors, myself trying to figure out why you do this.
Is it to make me worry and pretty much have a sezjier figuring it out or to just make things the same again.....
Idk.
You barely tell me anything when im just an open book.
Wanna know why?
Cuz i trust you.
Cuz i love you.
Apparently your not the same way.
I have told you I have a big sympathetic heart.
I try my hardest to make my friends as happy as i am not becuz that joys me.
To see my friends smile makes me feel loved....
I'm not perfect.
At all.
I'm totally imperfect!
But when it comes to how others treat me,
it just depends on the person.
My close friends can really hurt me,
others i could care less about what they damn well think,
there just full of bull s**t.
But what you think, means so much.
And stuff you do can hurt soooo much.
Like i said before, tears will stain my cheeks into scars.
I'm just bitching here.
I'm just a b***h.
Full of it too.
BTW: I have been saying this alot and i still mean it....
When i look into the mirror i dont see me,
i just see this girl with pretty hair and glittering eyes,
dressed in cool clothes.
and with a metal knife and bone and choker around her neck.
my only thoughts...
"Who is this girl?"
And i still lift my hand to my face and she mimics...
This girl is me, but so not.
My friends may not think of it, but it haunts me.
Its melody, EVERYONE!!!!!
The words that come out of my mouth is me, and so is my style.
My poetry is me, and my eyes are me,
but her stance, her confidence, her trust in others,
is not me.
I have trust issues, i am barely confident unless i know, and my stance is not of care at all.
My hair is me, but the way i care about it is not.
My happiness is barely truth to my soul.
I totally went off topic but i need to get this out.....
im done bitching.
I'm done.
So have fun rereading it if you want.
Leave a comment if you want.
Hell it would be nice.
bye.
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 6:19 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 01, 2009 6:23 pm
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