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[Vicious_Cuteness]

Well I am out to my family about being bisexual but they don't really know I'm bigendered....

and yeah...it's not something I can easily tell them...I mean telling them I was bi was hard enough...and they still don't believe me kinda XP  

[the_rotten1]

My trangenderedness just kinda slipped out at the same time I told them I was omnisexual. I guess I figured that it'd be easier just to get it all out at once. In a way I'm glad I did, because I know it would be a hard thing to explain and I'd hate having to try to think up ways to talk about it.

On the other hand, their reaction to it makes me wish I'd never told them at all. But, I would have had to sooner or later, especially if I want to change my name. I might have gotten away with chest binding or even hormones for awhile if I wasn't living with them, but the name change they would definitely notice.

Yeah, it's definitely not something that comes easy. People just don't understand. My mother didn't believe me the first time I told her I was into my best friend either... but she sure believes me now. =/  

[Vicious_Cuteness]

I just wish there was a way for Katt to be reality lol

but eh...it's just a fading dream XP


I'm pretty much stuck as Vince, the girly boy....which really does suck most of the time..  

[exsisto verus]

I should definitely be sleeping right now.

Problem is, I freaking can't. confused

 

[paintxitorange]

exsisto verus

I should definitely be sleeping right now.

Problem is, I freaking can't. confused

Join the club
emo

i'm hella tired, too, man...

 

[exsisto verus]

paintxitorange

exsisto verus

I should definitely be sleeping right now.

Problem is, I freaking can't. confused

Join the club
emo

i'm hella tired, too, man...

Two days ago I only got an hour of sleep, yesterday I ******** conked out, tonight I'm not tired...it's already almost 3 in the freaking am.

Freaking lame....  

[the_rotten1]

@ Kat: Well, it really depends on how much you want it, that's all I can say. Some people are willing to go to any length to get that, some aren't. It's different for every person, and I can't really tell you whats right for you.

As for me, I know that I'm not the most macho guy around. I have my feminine side, everyone does, but at the end of the day I just feel more comfortable, more happy, and more like myself, when I present myself as being male.

Anyway, I don't think you suck. I think you're a nice person and a good friend, no matter what gender you are. heart

exsisto verus

I should definitely be sleeping right now.

Problem is, I freaking can't. confused

Same here. sweatdrop  

[Vicious_Cuteness]

heh...thanks hector...

But yeah I really want to get like HRT and possibly surgery later on, but like y'know it's not a decision I can just decide like that on xP  

[like smoke]

I can't sleep either...
I think I'll watch a movie.
I watched peter pan today, everything was good...
My friend called me and said she was coming over,
"be there in fifteen minutes, ite?"
It was around 12a.
She never came, or called, or picked up my phone call.
I don't know if I should be worried,
or disappointed.
I think it's both.

why am I surprised?
Some friend.
And earlier, my other friend was supposed to hit me up
when she got out of the bar she went to with another one of
our besties,
and they never did.
It's kind of a regular thing now.

It used to be the four of us,
now it's just me.
I don't like it...

 

[the_rotten1]

Aw, man... I'm sorry to hear that. Nothing sucks more than being left out of the fun. sad

Kat_in_the_hat_01

heh...thanks hector...

But yeah I really want to get like HRT and possibly surgery later on, but like y'know it's not a decision I can just decide like that on xP

No problem, glad I was able to help, man.

Yeah, unfortunately all the serious stuff like that costs an arm and a leg. It's really more a journey than a decision.  

[like smoke]

sleepy time~

 

[Miss Gaytastic]

heart  

[Ky_the_22nd]

Gooooood morning kids! biggrin  

[paintxitorange]

DAlNTY

I can't sleep either...
I think I'll watch a movie.
I watched peter pan today, everything was good...
My friend called me and said she was coming over,
"be there in fifteen minutes, ite?"
It was around 12a.
She never came, or called, or picked up my phone call.
I don't know if I should be worried,
or disappointed.
I think it's both.

why am I surprised?
Some friend.
And earlier, my other friend was supposed to hit me up
when she got out of the bar she went to with another one of
our besties,
and they never did.
It's kind of a regular thing now.

It used to be the four of us,
now it's just me.
I don't like it...

I used to have a friend like that.
We don't talk much anymore.

and don't worry baby doll,
you'll find better friends
if these girlies don't shape up.
=]

 

[Gaytor Bait]

Mind and body, I am away. I leave you my soul.