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Posted: Thu Oct 22, 2009 8:16 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 22, 2009 8:22 pm
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Posted: Thu Oct 22, 2009 8:53 pm
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 6:53 am
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 7:12 am
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Posted: Fri Oct 23, 2009 6:35 pm
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my friends are hiding stuff from me
one of my friends died last night and my mom is just now telling me
my ex is going out with my best friend and no one told me
and my mom refuses to get me that awesome costume....
i know i have said this many times
but everything is falling apart again
......new poem.....
My Last Fatal Breath
My heart,
Controlled it seems.
Your lies you have drifted upon me,
knowing my eyes were not,
open to see the untruthful,
sense of it all.
You left with me,
blindfolded.
I can't search this,
world,
blinded by love.
I scream,
blood curdling in my dry,
throat.
You no longer mean,
anything,
to me.
I rip off the mask,
you threw upon me,
and watch it burn,
to ash.
My final heart,
my final fatal break,
My last goodbye.
But only when you see,
the crimson blood,
trailing from me...
will it be my last,
fatal breath.
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 9:39 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 10:17 am
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i dont get this at all!!!!
Ok they say Im being over dramatic and there the ones WHO START IT!!!!!
I JUST HAVE A BIG REACTION CUZ IM ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW!!!!!
If they didnt hide it from me, maybe i wouldnt be so dramatic about it!!!
Cuz now i feel totally decieved, lied to, and broken!!!!
They're all fake, they're all fake friends!!!
FAKE!!!!!!!
It seems i only have 5 or 6 REAL FRIENDS!!!!! AND 3 OF THEM DONT EVEN LIVE HERE!!!!!!!
They dont get it!!!! If they told me all of it with details and comprehension maybe i wouldnt get so pissed or depressed but no they leave me hanging with a "oh nvm!" or "FORGET IT!!!" AND stomp off completely pissed!!!! I'm trying to understand and they DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I JUST CANT THINK OF ANY REASON TO WHY THESE PEOPLE I THOUGHT I COULD LOVE ARE DOING THIS TO ME!!!!!! ESPECIALLY HEATHER!!!!!!
I THOUGHT HEATHER, OUT OF ALL OF THEM, WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE!!!!
SHE PROMISED SHE WOULD!!!!!! AND THEN....BOOOOM....SHE...DECEIVES ME LIKE THIS!!!!!! AFTER THE NIGHT I CUT, MY MOM TELLS ME MY FRIEND DIED, AND I FIND OUT MY EX IS GOING OUT WITH HEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SAME DAY THEY ALL KEPT IGNORING ME!!!!!!! I TRYED TELLING THEM STUFF AND THEY JUST SWAT ME AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!
THEY ALL KNOW MY FRIENDS ARE MY SOFT SPOT, THE ONLY PEOPLE WHO CAN MAKE ME HURT!!!!!! AND NOW!!!!!!
they have stabbed me in the back so far in, i cant think of anything to do to help myself!!!!! I can't trust any of them!!!!
I can only trust melina, brian, and barely marty!!! Out of 30 in our group, i can only trust 3 people!!!!! OUT OF 30 I LOVED WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!
i wanna die, really badly.....really really really...BADLY!!!!!!
Heather is trying to put me in guilt!!!! By saying, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE, WERE THOSE TIMES WASTED!!!!!! i just wanna tell her, they have been wasted for 3 days now.......of fake love and friendship i thought we had endless amounts of.....but i was wrong....
I thought these people could help me look in the mirror and see someone special, without cuts or red eyes from crying, but someone who has a reason to live. But they have left my side....leaving me only a reflection of someone idk.......
I'm tired of being hurt like this...this is the freakin 9th time this month.....
Its getting really tiring and stupid!!!! Im getting super sick of it.....
I just wanna slit my wrist an die....
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 10:35 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 10:59 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 2:37 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 2:40 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 8:37 pm
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jessi_angel94_2 Connorthecreator *hugs kitten* lol, I have no real friends, (I hang out with one or two people every once in awhile but not counting them) People can be very mean, so I don't waste my time with them... BUT I WUZ ALL OF THE GUILD MEMBERS! (the only ppl who could hurt me) what? are you saying i iz not youz fwend? *sniffle* it okie.... @kitten- *huggles* i'm sure things will turn out better sooner or laterz
XD i mean no friends in rl... *huggles jessi and kitten* blaugh |
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Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 10:36 am
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