Blue or White: White
Name: Afra’ahana
Meaning: white – happiness/bliss
RP Links: 1.
A conversation2.
New Friends3.
Stop Villain!4.
What a Family*put an extra one on there just because they are kind of short
Personality: Afra is quite the confusing little cub. One moment she may be bouncing around and playing like any other cub and the next, cowering away from others, ears back and teeth out. Not to say that she is not nice when she wants to be, especially to family members. Following the rules of older, more experienced adults has never been a problem to her. She is also quite respectful, a bit too mature for her age.
However, this all stems from the fact that she feels abandoned by her parents., her mother dying and her father removing her and her siblings. She isn’t sure of who to trust. Even family members are seen as possible traitors in her mind. And certain things may change her mood dramatically, such as others inviting their family members to play or friends who say they are “going away” for a while, even for just a drink or kill. Afra feels slighted by her parents, though knows that what happened to her mother isn’t really blame-worthy.
She also does not have good self-esteem, in that while she thinks she looks okay, she believes that no one would really want her. She does not show this on the surface, rather she ignores it while she tries to go on with each day. She lives in the here and now, and is crucial with her actions. She’s a bit of a perfectionist, not accepting anything she’s done until it is perfect.
She has a bit of a negative persona, though she doesn’t show it on the outside. However, when she becomes an adult, she will learn to change this personality, hopefully.
Pride or Rouge? rouge
Prompt Number: 1
Prompt Response: Afra paced around a bit, growling in irritation every now and then and stopping a few times. She wanted to confront her father, ask him why he was leaving, why he even removed them, just why? Her brain was buzzing and she was more than a little annoyed. She still hadn’t gotten over it. She still had problems with it, and this showed in her demeanor sometimes. Recently it had gotten even worse, her growling at her siblings, sometimes for little to no reason.
What is it that bothers me about it so much? She asked herself over and over. Really, she thought there should be no reason as to why this would anger her so much.
I should be used to it by now. She thought, annoyed at the memories that it conjured up. She shook her head.
But I don’t understand? This should have been expected. Father has been a disappointment throughout my life. Sure, he raised us here and took good care of us but why? Why did he take us away from the rest of our family? Why did mother- She felt a bit of moisture in her eyes and shook her head to get rid of it. Crying now wouldn’t solve anything. Still, she found it unreasonable that she was upset. She knew she hadn’t quite gotten over all of her family issues, but why should this matter to her? Why was this affecting her in such a way?
Maybe, maybe it’s because the only person you have called family all of your life is suddenly leaving. The voice in her head didn’t even sound like it belonged to her. Was, was that it? Would she really miss her father, the one that had taken them out of the pride, the one who had taken care of them this entire time… she stopped pacing and held her head up high.
I’d rather not admit it but… that’s it. That’s it! The only one who had cared about her and her siblings was going to leave! That’s why she was so upset! The only one who had cared, the one who raised them, the one who kept them (her siblings) together, was just going to up and leave! She frowned a bit.
Well, he certainly isn’t going to leave until I give him a piece of my mind! She thought as she went off to talk to her father.
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